I wish I knew my mom. I mean... the real one, you know. Maybe it would've been better with her.

[He's thought about that so many times over the years, but he never really knew how to even begin a search for her. Even if he had, he would never have had the money-- Dad cut him off from the family bank account after his first stint in rehab.]

My sister would do that, especially when we were little, she rumored all of us, all the time. She even rumored dad a few times. Sometimes, I wonder why she didn't just rumor him to be a better dad, or... for us to have better parents or...something.