Exhaustion was going to kick in sooner than later, Noah knew. A regular persons emotions were bad enough, but the storm he’d just sat through was something else.
Noah stole a glance at Jesper before once more settling on Kaz.
“It’s not weakness to be afraid of your past,” he mutters and absently reaches up to brush his fingers over his cheekbone; tracing over his own past before he carefully lifts the hat from his head and offers it back up to the Crow in front of him. “Weakness is letting it consume you without trying to claw your way out of it.”
Everything felt heavy now and his chest hurt as he swallowed down a slurry of emotions. His. Jespers. Kaz’s. But at least now he knew for certain just how stormy the sea was going to be.
“You know…it’s really shitty being me right now cause I really want to just fucking —“ his fingers flex but he keeps them in his lap, “— hug you but you’re you. And you annoy me for that.”
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Noah stole a glance at Jesper before once more settling on Kaz.
“It’s not weakness to be afraid of your past,” he mutters and absently reaches up to brush his fingers over his cheekbone; tracing over his own past before he carefully lifts the hat from his head and offers it back up to the Crow in front of him. “Weakness is letting it consume you without trying to claw your way out of it.”
Everything felt heavy now and his chest hurt as he swallowed down a slurry of emotions. His. Jespers. Kaz’s. But at least now he knew for certain just how stormy the sea was going to be.
“You know…it’s really shitty being me right now cause I really want to just fucking —“ his fingers flex but he keeps them in his lap, “— hug you but you’re you. And you annoy me for that.”