I did, too. [ Her voice is barely above a whisper now, tears stinging at her eyes. ] Even if it meant destroying everything.
[ Abruptly, she pulls her hands away, instead wrapping him up in a hug, breathing hard against his neck. Unlike him, she wasn't afraid to seek what she wanted. So removed from nice things, she took them whenever she could. She'd so thoroughly convinced herself that because she'd suffered so much, she only deserved good things. It was her right.
And this, she needed and wanted. Badly. After he'd been able to see what horrors her own twisted obsession had wrought, and in turn saw what haunted him, this embrace was the unspoken way to say I understand.
Monika's eyes press closed. After the kiss, she's unsure of how he'll react. But hopefully, just like with that, he'll at least allow it. And perhaps, as she takes what she needs, he'll get something he definitely needs in return. ]
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[ Abruptly, she pulls her hands away, instead wrapping him up in a hug, breathing hard against his neck. Unlike him, she wasn't afraid to seek what she wanted. So removed from nice things, she took them whenever she could. She'd so thoroughly convinced herself that because she'd suffered so much, she only deserved good things. It was her right.
And this, she needed and wanted. Badly. After he'd been able to see what horrors her own twisted obsession had wrought, and in turn saw what haunted him, this embrace was the unspoken way to say I understand.
Monika's eyes press closed. After the kiss, she's unsure of how he'll react. But hopefully, just like with that, he'll at least allow it. And perhaps, as she takes what she needs, he'll get something he definitely needs in return. ]