[He's not sure what he was expecting but it wasn't that. Perhaps he should have expected it? But once again Kaiba managed to completely blind side him.
It hadn't been something he had thought about before but now that the idea is out there, it's not something he doesn't want. Just not something he ever considered.
Definitely not something he would normally have the nerve for and truly there's still a thousand worries that made themselves known even with the added courage of the potion and the drugs in the air. He's never done this, there's a very real chance he would do something wrong, embarrass them both, hurt Kaiba.
But it's something Kaiba wants, something he asked for and it's very easy to say yes to Kaiba. Kaiba might give him plenty of options to walk away, to back out but Suzaku never takes them. And he's not about to start now, not with everything pushing him forwards, urging him to throw his worries away and go with this.]
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It hadn't been something he had thought about before but now that the idea is out there, it's not something he doesn't want. Just not something he ever considered.
Definitely not something he would normally have the nerve for and truly there's still a thousand worries that made themselves known even with the added courage of the potion and the drugs in the air. He's never done this, there's a very real chance he would do something wrong, embarrass them both, hurt Kaiba.
But it's something Kaiba wants, something he asked for and it's very easy to say yes to Kaiba. Kaiba might give him plenty of options to walk away, to back out but Suzaku never takes them. And he's not about to start now, not with everything pushing him forwards, urging him to throw his worries away and go with this.]
If that is your wish.