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Suzaku Kururugi ([personal profile] swordofzero) wrote in [community profile] penancememes 2022-08-25 08:03 pm (UTC)

Suzaku Kururugi | Code Geass | OTA

Reach Up High: II

Exactly what happened in that strange time whilst he'd been trapped in a television screen was something he was still figuring out. He'd put it aside as another strange thing that happened in hell. He knows of some of the harm his... other self? Did. But not everything, so he is a bit wary of finding out he had caused harm to another friend.

It was something he was used to, something that was far too common in hell. As was property destruction. He had been grabbed by some demons- luckily just for manual labour and was currently clearing out the swimming pool. It's busy work at least, something to do that feels productive and prevents too much thinking.

"Do you need help with that?" He asks, with a friendly, if unsmiling, look.

For Proto

The pool was not the only place that needed fixing and he had been sent with a box of pumpkin spice to the cafe, his hands are full as he navigates the door.

He's not sure where to put the boxes and looks around to see if anyone was obviously in charge. Instead he spots Blues, he hasn't seen him in a little while and he can only hope that he'd been spared the worst of things that happened the last few weeks.

"Hello Blues, are you helping out too?"

Follow Me Down I CW: Fire

Look if Suzaku questioned orders when they sounded suspicious half the sins on his list wouldn't be there. So of course he doesn't argue when he's asked to carry a set of boxes to a secluded space and then burn them.

It's strange sure, but this is hell, these are demons. Nothing has made sense the last two years and he doesn't expect them to start doing so any time soon. So on the fire the box goes. "Do you need anything else carried?" Asking anyone close.

Reach Up High I (CW:drills, torture, blood, lobotomy)

"No. Let me go. Don't. Let us go." Anyone who knows Suzaku at all will be used to his stoicism, his silence through punishment and pain. Suzaku doesn't make a fuss, he doesn't fight back when it is him who is in danger and he doesn't panic.

He is panicking now. Voice loud, beginning to struggle before he forces himself to stop, trying to sit as still as he could per instructions. Would it be enough? Could he trust Lucifer? No. Not generally and he fears it won't be enough. Not to convince forces bigger than himself.

He knows how this ends. The poor soul trapped with him is as good as dead. He's going to kill them, he feels sick as he tries to get himself under control.

"I'm sorry."

(OOC: For those tagging into this part- Suzaku has a curse which takes over whenever he is in danger of death and makes him do anything in his power to survive. This means if you were wanting your character injured/killed in this part of the event this is an easy way to get that to happen. However because they have been told that if they sit very still they won't be harmed then I can have the geass force him to stillness instead so death and injury doesn't need to happen. Basically just let me know which way you want to play it going in.)

Follow Me Down II (cw: sex, aphrodisiacs)

He doesn't even have an excuse for being in the club. He had avoided it for so long but it's something that isn't torture or being along with his own thoughts and so he is here, on the peripheries, not quite confident to be in the mix of people.

If he finds himself the focus of attention he just nods, looking a little awkward, not quite relaxed yet. Suzaku is not someone who finds relaxation easy.

Shots (cw: sex, aphrodisiacs)

However the atmosphere is beginning to affect him and he takes a shot, trying not to wince at the taste.

Then he looks up, his eyes settling on someone across the room.

[Apple or cinnamon are both good here!]

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