"Please," she murmurs a little helplessly. She doesn't want to let him go. There's something important she has to say.
"Wait."
She looks very tired and a little sad. "I love you so much. You're... wonderful. But I have something important to say."
Her lower lip wobbles because she is drunk and tired onto of feeling emotional. "I can't marry you. It would make your C.C sad. I could never do that to you both. If... if you love either one of us please take it back. Don't marry me because you miss her. We'll find a way to fix this."
Annie was feeling very sad over that little bit she just said. She wobbles to her feet looking for something to dab at her eyes. Annie recalled hearing something about poison? But she doesn't think that she got drugged. That sounds silly because of course she has complicated feelings for L.L. He is her lover and has been slowly wooing her. And she knows she is drunk and feels things when drunk.
"I think shots are evil." This is said as if it's a fact. Her gut turns and Annie suddenly lurches straight past him for the bathroom. "Excuse me."
She slams her way past him and nearly kicks the door shut. It's ungrateful and totally inelegant but she would rather not have him see her vomit up shots. When Annie falls to her knees with her head suddenly pounding? The world starts to hurt and L.L's younger lover becomes aware that in her own eyes she just made an idiot of herself. She's very aware that she told him she loved him.
She doesn't and knowing he is out there aware she is tossing her guts into the toilet while she's all dolled up to marry him is humiliation at it's highest form. Annie is sure she never wants to get married. Not after what the Emperor and Dylan have done to her. She wants to trust L.L but he feels a bit out of reach. She doesn't know what to do. Annie just knows she is drunk, sad, and not in love with the one man she'd like to be held by.
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"Wait."
She looks very tired and a little sad. "I love you so much. You're... wonderful. But I have something important to say."
Her lower lip wobbles because she is drunk and tired onto of feeling emotional. "I can't marry you. It would make your C.C sad. I could never do that to you both. If... if you love either one of us please take it back. Don't marry me because you miss her. We'll find a way to fix this."
Annie was feeling very sad over that little bit she just said. She wobbles to her feet looking for something to dab at her eyes. Annie recalled hearing something about poison? But she doesn't think that she got drugged. That sounds silly because of course she has complicated feelings for L.L. He is her lover and has been slowly wooing her.
And she knows she is drunk and feels things when drunk.
"I think shots are evil." This is said as if it's a fact. Her gut turns and Annie suddenly lurches straight past him for the bathroom. "Excuse me."
She slams her way past him and nearly kicks the door shut. It's ungrateful and totally inelegant but she would rather not have him see her vomit up shots. When Annie falls to her knees with her head suddenly pounding? The world starts to hurt and L.L's younger lover becomes aware that in her own eyes she just made an idiot of herself. She's very aware that she told him she loved him.
She doesn't and knowing he is out there aware she is tossing her guts into the toilet while she's all dolled up to marry him is humiliation at it's highest form. Annie is sure she never wants to get married. Not after what the Emperor and Dylan have done to her. She wants to trust L.L but he feels a bit out of reach. She doesn't know what to do. Annie just knows she is drunk, sad, and not in love with the one man she'd like to be held by.