L.L really was beautiful, elegant in a way that Suzaku could never be. For a moment he just stared at him, taken in by the elegance and poise. It's almost enough to distract him from the question he had just been asked.

Almost but not enough. He crawls next to L.L, reaching out to touch again. One shot was enough for him to do this, to push past any concern, to realise just how beautiful L.L was, to drive this desire in him. But his head felt almost clear. It was strange, doing this whilst not been in a complete fog.

His hand trailed down L.L's torso as he considered the question, it's not an easy one. Opinion questions rarely were. "I..."

No he wanted to kiss L.L again, that was better than answering difficult questions. This time he kissed at that bare skin where his T shirt had ridden up, gentle kisses as he thought more. Forcing himself to speak.

"You can do whatever you want, don't worry about hurting me or anything."

It was easier when it did, but he can't say that. Not to L.L. Not to anyone. Not even when drugged. "What do you like? I can do that."

A lot easier, asking rather than guessing. Rather than trying to figure out how to please a person who had strictly been off the kissing list until tonight.