Shion has the list memorised. He didn't want to, but he couldn't stop his brain from remembering things even when they were things he would rather forget, put far away and never think about.

He knows every word on there and so he knows which one is the shortest and that's the one he goes for. The less pain, the least amount of cutting.

Just like surgery. He takes a breath and brings the knife to Kavinsky's arm. His cuts are just deep enough to break skin and despite the fear in his eyes very precise.

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