You think so? I, uh, wouldn't really know.

[He hadn't sacrificed a thing in his life. No one had sacrificed for him either.

He pauses a moment.]

This will probably sound contrived or like I'm in denial no matter how I put this but... no, I wasn't really expecting this.

[He hadn't been thinking he'd die so soon at all.]

I suppose it makes sense in retrospect. I screwed up bad before-- before the end. Now I'm out of time to fix it.