[ Yeah, there's pain. There's always pain. But this is also a release-- Here in this place of theirs Tony can cry and scream, can wrench out all that pain that he usually carries around inside himself and stashes behind a smirk and a quip. It's so hard to get there that he needs fucking drugs to do it, needs a man to grab him and beat it out of him, but the walls give way at last-- and it all spills out like the tears that trail down his face that he makes no move to brush away, or even seems to be aware of at all.
It's not enough. He needs more, needs to scream. Needs to be made to scream. John knows this, apparently, because he's lining up and just pushing right the fuck inside-- and Tony does it, Tony screams, a short choked-off thing that he bites down on out of habit with enough force to split his own lip further.
His body is fighting this, jerking away and putting up a struggle because he isn't supposed to want this and needs John to force him. After all Tony can suit up, call his nanobots and blast the guy to pieces if he wants, but he won't. He came here of his own free will. John knows the struggle is just for show and that's fine by him. ]
Move. [ He grits out after that smack, after John is fully settled in. Balls fucking deep. This is going to hurt, Tony knows, it's going to fucking tear him up inside. But he can't think on that too much or he'll cum. ]
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It's not enough. He needs more, needs to scream. Needs to be made to scream. John knows this, apparently, because he's lining up and just pushing right the fuck inside-- and Tony does it, Tony screams, a short choked-off thing that he bites down on out of habit with enough force to split his own lip further.
His body is fighting this, jerking away and putting up a struggle because he isn't supposed to want this and needs John to force him. After all Tony can suit up, call his nanobots and blast the guy to pieces if he wants, but he won't. He came here of his own free will. John knows the struggle is just for show and that's fine by him. ]
Move. [ He grits out after that smack, after John is fully settled in. Balls fucking deep. This is going to hurt, Tony knows, it's going to fucking tear him up inside. But he can't think on that too much or he'll cum. ]