I don't think I can argue in favor of myself, either. It would be futile, right? I'm here, after all. The evidence is clear. Perhaps thinking I was going to head elsewhere contributed to me acting so thoughtlessly at the end. But I also didn't expect this. And I didn't want to think about dying, even though I couldn't escape it.
It's silly. I know we're all dead, and yet it still upsets me to write about it. It was so hard for me to say before. To say that I was going to die.
You are right that life is complicated. I apologize if this is too much. You are, after all, a stranger.
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It's silly. I know we're all dead, and yet it still upsets me to write about it. It was so hard for me to say before. To say that I was going to die.
You are right that life is complicated. I apologize if this is too much. You are, after all, a stranger.