[You know what he just switches to voice. It's easier to articulate than to take the time to painstakingly punch out every single letter and double check the spelling of each word. Fenris' voice is low and steady, calm despite their location.]

I was afraid. But not in the way you're imagining, I suspect.

I never actively wished to die, and so yes, there was panic in those last few moments. But I have also faced death many times. I am used to it in a way you are not.

[As for his other question . . .]

Do you feel as though you need to learn to be braver?