You can't. Only I can do that and... I don't think I want to. [He should. He should try. He keeps waffling on it. He wants to be better. For Vanya, if not for himself. But... sobriety is both terrifying and incredibly hard. He isn't sure he can do it. He shrugs a little.] Sorry, man. I'm not really here to be someone else's science experiment. Had enough of that as a kid.