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TEST DRIVE MEME #18

Arrival
You remember a dream.

Or maybe nightmare is more accurate.

It was full of hellfire nipping at your skin and a sensation of being pulled down no matter how much you struggle or cry for help. There's a voice that feels like it's coming from all around you at once. Contrasting with the nightmare unfolding around you, it's smooth as silk. It makes you want to listen with every bit of attention you can muster in the moment.

"Judgement has come upon you, but not to worry. It can still be undone."

The voice promises you redemption for your sins. It promises you a better life and everything you could ever want, if only you just stop struggling so much.

And so you do.

Everyone wakes up in the same room initially. The room is done up in red with a cushy bed, a window, an old TV in the corner on a desk, and a few Hieronymus Bosch paintings lining the wall. There's a bathroom to clean up in and any belongings will be sat around the room to be gathered later. There's a duffel bag provided for your convenience.

After feeling a sensation of falling or dropping onto the bed, characters wake up feeling like they've just slept for a week. Their body will feel heavy and stiff, and they'll have a massive headache at first.

They'll quickly notice the list of their sins written with their blood on a bedside table on an old piece of parchment. This will mean the list is tied to them and can't be changed or tampered with. They'll also receive their device to connect with others and the network. It won't be anything terribly fancy. As a matter of fact, it looks like a very old Blackberry type phone.

Once characters are ready to leave the room, they'll head down long, winding halls. They're dimly lit and have an ominous feeling. They may encounter fellow sinners or demonic staff that will direct the newcomer down to the lobby to get their actual room key to settle in. The staff may be pushy, or they may border on courteous. It really just depends on the mood of the staff at the time and how they're treated in return. Eventually, everyone comes to stairs that lead downward.

Once down to the lobby, you'll notice the front desk manned by a demon who looks bored out of its mind. To the side of him is the door to the kitchen, where guests may help themselves. To the right is a small duty free shop that seems to have a surprisingly normal, expected stock of items. Look around a bit further, there will be a tiny bar tucked in through a corner door. It seems pretty well-stocked and best of all, there's a demonic bartender who seems to know how to mix any drink you can imagine (and a few you can't). Of course there's some seating, bar games, and a jukebox tucked in the corner if you'd rather stay and socialize a bit. There's also a new addition of a karaoke machine.

Please note that all the songs on the jukebox are appropriately hell-themed. Hopefully Sympathy for the Devil is universally loved.


Stand Your Ground
Rise and shine, dear guests! The weather outside is as frightful as it's ever been, oddly cold. Colder than it was even at this time last year, but it seems to match the mood of the staff. Another sinner uprising, another looming threat of outsiders wanting to wreck Hell, and the staff is understandably exhausted and down in the dumps. Still, they seem to be at least trying to spread the Halloween cheer with more decorations! Gaudy decorations are in every square inch of the hotel, along with some unique looking jack-o-lanterns that seem to watch you wherever you go!

There are even some absolutely cute little turnip ones from the old timer demons who insist it's the only way for it to be done!

Lucifer and Lilith are both curiously missing in action at this time. If asked, the staff will helpfully explain that there were poltergeists and then one of the sinners lost it and tried to take over Hell, again. They'll also complain at length about how absolutely ridiculous it is that anyone thinks they're capable of ruling this place over Lucifer himself. Feel free to try to escape the incoming rant! But either way, the big guy in Hell is apparently putting up more barriers to prevent things like this from happening in the future!

And to handle an outside threat called The Veiled Order apparently, but don't you worry about them! They're simply not important at the moment and absolutely not not planning a bit attack soon. Nope.

New arrivals (and old!) should enjoy the rather expansive breakfast the demons have made in the dining hall. There will be plenty of breakfast foods ranging from bacon to pancakes to donuts and anything in between to encourage indulgence. There's no need to hold back now, right? You're already dead! So eat up all that unhealthy food and maybe add something a little bit stronger to your coffee than just plain cream! No one is judging around here, especially when there's a few bottles of top shelf alcohol available next to the coffee station.

And if one thing isn't frowned upon in Hell, it's gluttony. No one will judge if you want a taste of human flesh or cute kitten out of curiosity or anything.

Staff will encourage guests to take it easy. Things have been rough lately, and they're only bound to get rougher!


Reach Up High

Prompt I: Jesus Wept
WARNINGS: mutilation, blood, torture, extreme gore.

Somewhere from within the hotel is an ominous rumble behind a closed door. This time, it isn't from any wayward mages or ill-timed bombing attempts, but the unlocking of a previously forbidden room. There are eerie screams from within, followed by menacing laughter as the door swings open of its own accord. The room within is painted in nothing but darkness and a thick fog.

For those who would dare approach, they will be able to make out the outlines of chains hanging in wait from the ceiling, but most other details are obscured. There may be a brief flash of figures in the shadows, the stench of blood. This feels like a bad idea, but sinners are drawn forward anyway. There's something of a promise inside this room... something new and exciting, greater than anyone is capable of imagining!

You know what they say about curiosity and the cat, don't you?

Before common sense can win out, guests will find themselves pulled into the room and hear the gut-wrenching slam of the heavy door behind them. Once inside, guests will be able to make out the torn apart bodies on the ground, halved or nothing but splatters of guts and bone. Despite all logic, some will still be writhing and moaning still. Whether in pleasure or pain, it's difficult to tell

Look closer still and sinners may notice one has managed to scrawl with their bloody handprint:

There are no limits.

It may feel as if reading those words puts things into motion. Suddenly, one of the poor sinners will find the chains lashing out, hooks sinking in deep as they find their purchase on their bodies and pull. They will find themselves pulled into an almost gruesome mockery of a crucifixion pose. Arms drawn up, legs held in place. Clothes may be torn or shredded as their unmarked bodies are marred with the hooks. Flesh and muscle stretch under the strain. Fortunately, it doesn't go further.

Not yet.

"My dear guests, we haven't explored the depths to which pain can show our true selves in a while, have we? And with all the energy flowing around our little community, I had more than enough time to prepare this surprise for all of you. This is a room that had been locked off for a while now, and my children trapped within have found themselves rather bored lately," Lucifer's voice rings out within both ears of the sinners, eerily reassuring despite the hellscape in front of them.

"I want to show you the lengths Hell used to go to, the pain and pleasure mix of true torment. It's in suffering that we find our true selves. I do firmly believe that. We find out who we're meant to be, what we're meant to be, giving and receiving pain. Help one another and you will be set free!"

The fog dissipates enough to reveal a table nearby full of all sorts of horrifying instruments. Paddles, whips, some of them barbed in nauseating ways. There's wax to melt, knives. Needles to pierce flesh with. There are instruments that deliver enough electric current into the recipient to hurt and leave them writhing, gags for when their cries become too much.

"Next to your instruments, you will find a list of sins and wrongdoings your lovely captive has done in their lives, both here and back home. Read it and punish accordingly. Remember, there is freedom in humiliation as well as pain. Force them to see who they truly are inside. There's also redemption to be found in the punishment. You are delivering God's divine justice! You are God's hand! He will be so pleased..."

In the shadows, there are those same figures standing in wait, ready to manipulate the hooks.

"You will have no more than four attempts to carry out your punishment. Failure or refusal to do so will result in another hook driving into our poor bound soul here. After your four attempts, I am sorry to say they will be torn apart by my friends in the shadows with you, and you will have murder added to the list of sins tainting you. It would be such a needless shame to fail at this, wouldn't it? And who knows, perhaps you'll find you adore this path..."

There's a short laugh from Lucifer, as if he just made a brilliant joke. "Succeed in your punishment and you will both be released with one more sin removed from your list. Don't worry about any injuries... there are bandages and other aids available just outside. Now, my darlings, go have fun."

[As this is a Hellraiser based prompt, feel free to assume anything with a sadomasochistic bent to it can be found within the room. Attacking the demons controlling the chains will not stop them. They seem to be invulnerable to attacks and are only there to observe and add additional hooks when they deem fit. When a punishment is deemed worthy enough to release the hooked partner is left up to player discretion, but a character is only allowed to fail a punishment four times before they have to witness a horribly gory scene.]


Prompt II: Let's Play a Game
WARNINGS: mutilation, blood, torture.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. These are words from my Father's own book, preaching the ever so present importance of putting one's own worth below that of his fellow man. So very poetic, yes? And heroic. Only the truly good would be so selfless. Fortunately, I'm not asking you to kill yourselves here. Not exactly, at least." Lucifer's voice rings out within the sinner's heads, warm and coaxing as it ever is.

"No, I am only asking that you practice the art of self-sacrifice with your fellow penitents. We're going to play a little bit of a game. You're all familiar with escape rooms, yes? Well, it's like that... don't worry, you'll figure it out soon enough."

Spare a Pint Awakening in a room with a single box in the center of it, sinners find themselves wearing a tight collar with a clock ticking down. They have fifteen minutes to place their hands inside the box. They'll soon learn that it's full of sharp objects ready to cut. Upon further inspection, they'll find two glass bottles attached below.

They must spare a few pints of blood each, it turns out.

Once time is up, if they haven't suceeded, spikes will pop out from the collar and embed in their necks. This will result in both participants nearly bleeding out before demons tend to them. Any scarring will be permanent.

Free the Angel Suspended in the air, one sinner will find themselves outfitted with the most devilish device. Brackets have been connected to their ribcage, dug in deep as their bare skin stands out to expose the horrors. There are only fifteen minutes before the trap trips and rips open their chest. To save them, the other sinner must remove a key from a bowl of acid before the timer reaches zero and unlock a mechanism on the device. If they fail to do so, not only will the poor soul bound experience excruciating pain, kept alive through some unnatural means, but the other will suddenly feel as if their insides are twisting in on themselves.

Sinners will be patched up afterwards, but the bound will have a scar that remains on their chest as a reminder to both parties.


Lucifer will explain the rules of each game to the guests very thoroughly and offer whatever reassurances he can. As promised, all sinners will be healed properly after completing their tasks, whether they succeed or not. Even those who find their insides unfortunately on the outside.

If guests turn on one another, they will additionally be punished with a sin from their list branded upon their skin somewhere and fail any sort of redemption offered this round.


Follow Me Down

Prompt I: Monster Mash
WARNINGS: sex, drugs, alcohol, dub-con.

Hell is having a party and absolutely nothing can stop it. It seems like it may possibly be a days long event too, if the way things are going is anything to judge. There are tacky Halloween decorations spilling from the hotel out into the streets, trailing towards the club and other locations. Demons are partying everywhere, there's lively music. It's like a rather twisted Hell take on a block party. Beer and other refreshments flow freely, there's food and candy, and fires lit around the area for warmth (or s'mores, or whatever demons may want to cook over a fire!).

In the hotel lobby, there have been racks upon racks of costumes set up for people to choose from. These include all the usual things ranging from fictional characters, sexy versions of everything, lingerie, masquerade masks, and outfits for entirely anonymous adventures. If character won't don a costume willingly or are unfamiliar with Halloween, the demons have zero qualms forcing it in whatever ways work. Multiple costume changes throughout the partying, however, is allowed.

For party activities, there are live demonic bands playing at various points in Penance (and they welcome those who want to join in!), various party games such as bobbing for apples (although 'apple' here is used loosely. At times, they may be substituted with feet or human hearts or whatever is around), pin the wings on the angel, rounds of 7 Minutes in Heaven and spin the bottle, as well as pumpkin carving contests. There's also a stage set up if guests desire to show off their costumes (or take them off).

As usual, there's plenty of food and drink, including all the questionable ones like human flesh or blood. There may be a roasted Squonk or two available. There's also every drug available that someone could want, including Frenzy that's free of charge.

There's a round of trick or treating going on throughout Penance as well. Go to the club or bar, or any other establishment and you'll find demons ready to hand out their treats or tricks. It may be drugged candy, regular candy, small trinkets, or other useful objects. Tricks may be decidedly less fun, ranging from a swat with a cane, a cut with a knife (non-life threatening this time around!), or just cruel comments that seem to hit too far close to home while the demons around enjoy a hearty chuckle. Don't worry, it's all for fun!

In the bar, there's the jukebox playing some spooky new music, as well as karaoke. Bar games such as darts, pool, poker, etc. are also all available. It may include succubi trying to start a rousing round of strip poker, but that's just the risk you run in Hell!


Prompt II: Dig Your Fingers Into Flesh
WARNINGS: sex, bdsm, pet play, human furniture, dubcon, noncon, drug use.

Club Penance seems to continuing the new gimmick! Themed nights. This night's theme is: Leather and Lace, Bring on the Mace. Guests who enter the adult oriented side of the club will notice the incubi and succubi who serve in it are clad in skimpy lace numbers or seductive leather. They may be seen sporting clamps or other toys, leather masks, etc. They will eagerly encourage all who enter to join in the fun and games.

On their trays, they offer drinks and drugs of all sorts. Shows are being put on on the stage as usual, the offer of sex demos with guest participation are still on the table.

As usual, these demons play under respectable rules, safe words and all. They will also gladly exit the stage and let guests entirely run the show. They're on their best behavior tonight, even if the natural aphrodisiacs they give off seem to be amped up

Guests who refused to dress up may also find their clothes randomly changing into something more appropriate or being forcibly changed by a demon who may be a bit too into the theme! Ah, well, no need to worry too much. There will be costumes and lingerie to slip on to go home in. There's absolutely nothing wrong with a walk of shame back to the hotel in nothing but a thong, they'll assure. It's just another night in Hell.

For those who are really adventurous, there are also special concoctions that the club offers. These include:

  • Frenzy ○ The drug will be given to anyone anyone who asks for it. It can be snorted, injected, taken in pill form, or smoked given user preference.

    Despite the questionable name, guests who partake really will feel the best they've possibly ever felt. They won't need sleep or to rest, but they won't necessarily feel the strain on their bodies either. They'll be full of energy and their mood will be amazing with no hint of nightmares or dreams anywhere.

    The demons won't let anyone come down either, not once they've started and not until they're told a guest doesn't want any more.

    Even then, they may still try to convince them otherwise. It's a party for as long as you can go, or until you completely burn out, it seems.

    But with all good things come bad. It seems a side-effect of the drug is an actual frenzy as well. A frenzy for sex or violence or anything a character might want that they deny themselves on the regular. They'll feel this growing hunger, this ravenous need to have and to claim everything they think is theirs.

    Some may even fade away into an almost animalistic sort of state.

    The more the guest takes, the more they'll experience this sensation. Fighting it won't help either. Though they did sort of bring that one on themselves, didn't they?

    Other symptoms of coming down won't be too different to those of other drugs. Fatigue, depression. Guests will begin to feel the effects of staying up for so long without rest or stopping to take care of themselves. They may also feel a certain longing for more, but it can be fought off with enough strength of will.

    The drug isn't free either. The succubi expect to be paid in energy or through actual work in the club.

    Bond ○ A potion that will bond guests together the minute one speaks to the other. The encouragement is that this should be done consensually, but the demons won't necessarily be checking. Once bonded, guests will feel what the one who took the potion feels. This includes pain and pleasure both with effects lasting a full night. Give someone the most intense pleasure of their lives or torture them until they beg for mercy!

    For a really intense experience, both participants can consume the potion with mutual effects.


  • A special section of the club has been set back up to follow the theme! Within the area, there are pillory stocks and other restraints set up with demons and random club goers alike restrained and naked. Some of these will be stand-alone, some of these will be attached to beds, etc. A list of sins will be written on a blackboard sat near the sinner and a plethora of toys will be available. The selection will range from knives, candles, ice, impact toys, clamps, gags, etc. There will also be plugs, beads, dildos, and anything else one could want if they desire to add a little pleasure to the pain.

    On the blackboards will contain a list of sins for characters and will typically be over the top and sex-based in nature, ranging from claims of promiscuity to selfishness in bed to specific taboo sex acts they enjoy. It can also include a few non-sexual ones, depending on the mood of the demon who wrote it. It may include other misdeeds done while in Penance. Expect it all to be humiliating or uncomfortable in some way or another.

    For those who aren't into that, there's also a lovely display of human (or demon!) furniture to enjoy. Some of it may be familiar faces who are forced to maintain this position for however long others deem fit. Come sit on a face or two, or see if you can make someone fail at being a human statue. There may be a little pet play go on, a little denial play.

    We won't talk about what it takes to be let into the rest room tonight...

    For the dance oriented portion of the club, the theme is a little more lax. Instead of outright fetish wear, patrons may be offered revealing clubwear instead. Things that will look mesmerizing in the lights of the club ranging from neon colors to clothes that seem to flash on the dance floor. The music will be thrumming in the air, pumping down to your very bones as you dance the night away, and all patrons will feel good. It will feel as if they could actually dance all night if they so wanted, even without the aid of any drugs.

    It will be an all night rave with all the party drugs and drinks one could want! Live music plays all night. The band also loves to receive requests, so knock yourself out! They seem to strangely know any song they're asked to play.

    Knock yourself out, give up any care in the world and have fun. You're already in Hell, so don't you deserve to feel good for a while?


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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-11 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
    She shrugs. "As well as you can be."

    Honestly, she's better than she has been. They have a stop-gap for dealing with the big problem looming on the horizon and Josie feels like she can breathe for the first time since she learned the true consequences of the sand clock. But Jon doesn't have to be burdened by all that doom and gloom.

    "How about you? I heard that you're in the same suite as my aunt."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-15 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
    It's Hell so it's the best answer he could expect

    They're all doing their best to survive it. He's relieved to know she is doing as well as can be amidst it all even if he knows there's no guarantee of it lasting.

    "The same." As well as he can be. He smiles though when she mentions Elena. "Aye. We met before we were roomed together when she saved me from one of the beasts of Hell. She's brave and kind."

    And beautiful. Both warrior and lady, and he feels lucky he was roomed with her along with his other roommates. It's important to have those they can trust in a place like this.
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-15 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
    "She is," Josie nods with a small smile. "She's a good friend to have."

    She's family to Josie, which is always something a little more than friendship, but she doesn't think that Elena would have gotten to that family tier if she and her mom weren't such good friends.

    "I'm glad you've found some people here. Being here alone would probably suck."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-17 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
    "She is good." It's said in soft agreement as the smile lingers, some warmth in his expression that hadn't been there before.

    His smile falls briefly into a more confused expression when she says the term 'suck'. He can figure out what it is likely to mean based off the context, but it's definitely modern lingo that's not so familiar to him.

    "It would... suck." He tries the word out briefly, straightening. "I'm glad you have family here. Elena said there are many from your world here." He hopes they're all allies at least.
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-18 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
    Josie can't help but giggle at his attempt at saying "suck" because it just sounds so strange coming out of his mouth. She tries to smother it soon after because she doesn't want him to think she's laughing at him. It's not slang he was meant to use, but she appreciates the effort.

    "Yeah, there are. My sister, a couple friends from school. My friend Hope actually has a lot of her family here. Though ... everyone coming in from different times can make things weird."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-19 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
    Jon doesn't mind being laughed at or with, but he appreciates her attempt to hide it nonetheless. His expression shifts to something quiet though as he nods. He has experience with that, which he still has not figured out how to- how to settle with all he's learned of. Jon doesn't know that he ever will. Thinking about it, it can still make him feel sick.

    "People living what you haven't and telling you about it?"
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-24 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
    Josie looks up at him in surprise, because that is a very specific experience, and she's sorry that Jon had to go through it. Especially if it's a situation that's as terrible as hers.

    "Yeah, actually. It happened right when they arrived, so they didn't know about the weird timelines." She honestly doesn't think Hope would have told her otherwise. She tends to be one to keep her secrets, for better or worse. "But it's still a lot to handle all at once. Especially when it's something you never would have considered doing."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-25 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
    Jon gives a heavy nod, which indicates his personal understanding about such an experience. He can put the pieces together of how he might end up where he was told (if it's true), but it still makes him feel sick with it. He would have given his life to ensure the Night King and his army would be defeated. He never imagined he would give up so much more.

    His gaze remains on Josie though, because she's young, she's stuck in Hell, and clearly, whatever she hears about in the future has stuck painfully with her. He was given advice when this all first happened to him, and he wishes to share it with her in hopes it might help, but first-

    "Can you trust what they told you to be true?"
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-26 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
    "Oh, yeah. Hope and Landon are my best friends. They wouldn't make something like this up to mess with me. Plus my dad confirmed some of it, when he was here."

    Trusting the veracity of the information is not the problem, at least in Josie's case. In fact, if Landon had realized that she wasn't from the same time period as him, he might not have told her at all. In some ways, she's glad it came out the way it did, because knowing Hell it could have had the potential to be worse.

    "But that doesn't make it any more difficult to wrestle with, you know? To know that you had the choice and you made one that got people hurt."

    She doesn't know if that's what Jon's been struggling with, but that's definitely hers. Especially some of the people she chose to target.
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-28 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
    Jon doesn't know if it makes it better or worse to be able to trust words from a future that hasn't been lived yet. There's the ability to leave some of the future to doubt when the words cannot be trusted, but he still has so many questions. He's glad at least Josie can have answers, glad Hell didn't tell her in another way. His expression darkens when she speaks, and he nods in understanding, silent for a moment.

    "I was told by your aunt: the future you've learned of isn't here, but you are. You can trust yourself."

    It helped to hear Elena's words and to be grounded in that truth. She has a way of reaching people with her words.

    "You can use what you've learned." He speaks with conviction. "You can wield it and not carry it." Josie hasn't lived it yet, but he understands the wrestling with it all the same (carrying it all the same, knowing it will be lived should she ever return).
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-29 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
    "She told me too," Josie nods with a small smile. "And you're right."

    So is she. But the problem is, there's a part of her that feels like she can't avoid some of it. The sand clock is tethered to her in a way she can't escape, and some part of her believes that she shouldn't.

    "It's just ... actions have consequences, and there's only so long you can outrun yours."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-29 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
    It's an honorable and noble belief. Many would prefer to escape the consequences of their actions when they could. Jon has never been that way, which is perhaps why he carries some of the weight of a future he hasn't lived yet (he's learned to let go more, but there are still moments).

    What she says worries him... for her.

    "Do you have to bear those same consequences if you haven't acted yet, Josie?" Then he shifts gears slightly, because he's not certain what she means. After all, he doesn't think his own will come for him in Hell (unless Daenerys wanting to murder him counts). "What consequences?"
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-29 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
    Well that's ... a lot to explain, and not a lot of it makes her look good, but she'll try.

    "It's not so much consequences for things I haven't done as me trying to outrun consequences for things I have."

    Oh where to begin.

    "I ... there was this teacher, at my school. I thought I could trust him? But he started teaching me all these dark magic spells." She glances down to pick at her pancakes before looking up at him again. "Dark magic takes a toll on you, physically. It corrupts you. But he had this thing that would take the dark magic away so you'd feel normal again."

    She hates having to explain this, over and over again to people who have only known her here, but it's something they need to be aware of, especially if the sand clock ever does break.

    "Anyway, eventually I realized what I was doing was wrong and I wanted to stop but then my sister got possessed, and dark magic was the only way to save her without killing her. Then I realized that my friend had gotten erased for all our memories and I fixed that too. But ... it was a lot of dark magic and it all went into this sand clock. It wasn't designed to last forever, so eventually it's going to break."

    And all that dark magic will fly back into her. When it does, she's heard she's done terrible, terrible things.
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-29 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
    Jon remains quiet as she explains. He listens fully, even if there is so much in the explanation he doesn't understand. Magic works far differently in his world. His experience with it is limited, revolving around sacrifices by fire (it's also the reason he is alive at all). Corruption seems to be the cost in this case when it comes to 'dark' magic, and he's not sure what that means either. What makes it dark if it's able to restore memories, help save someone's life?

    He does understand doing anything to protect one's family, despite it not always being for the greater good (he rushed for Rickon, despite the action putting his entire army in more danger). He doesn't blame Josie for trusting her teacher like he didn't blame Olly for following Thorne in the end. Adults are there to lead, and they can lead someone far younger astray (even when they know their actions are wrong). She was manipulated into believing something that was not true, and she acted based on what she believed.

    "I would have saved my sister too," Jon says in the silence that follows. He thinks it is brave for Josie to tell him about what she means, to outline her own actions and consequences. "When it breaks, it goes back to you? To... corrupt you?"
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-29 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
    She nods. "And when it does, I do terrible things. Things that I wouldn't even think I was capable of otherwise."

    So yes, maybe there are some ways she can change her future, find ways to delay the inevitable, but at the end of the day, the inevitable will happen. And she's going to have to deal with that, one way or another.

    "I'm still trying to wrap my head around it."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-29 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
    Jon doesn't know how corruption works, but he assumes it's like what Hell can do to people. Even when it doesn't completely take their choices away, it makes them do or say things they wouldn't ordinarily. Corruption must be a more extreme version, but he knows it doesn't make it any easier to stomach her actions even the ones done while corrupted.

    "Might not be something you can wrap your head around without living it."

    And while he hopes she never has to live it, he also doesn't want her stuck in Hell forever.

    "It seems like your friends don't hold what you did against you even if it might be harder for you."

    To not hold it against herself. He understands that too.
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-30 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
    "No, they don't. But they're not the one I'm worried about." She sets her fork down as she talks, unsure how to proceed because this is honestly the worst part. "According to them, I try to kill my sister. And I don't know if I'd be able to live with that, or if Lizzie will be able to forgive me."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-30 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
    That would make it far more difficult, far more painful. To actively try to kill family, but at the same time, corruption had such a hand. How much of it can be wholly laid at Josie's feet?

    "You'd be surprised what siblings can forgive." His voice is quiet, but genuine, spoken from the side of a brother who had to forgive a great deal. He forgave Sansa for her choice that nearly got him killed (that absolutely got hundreds of men killed). "I've done things I didn't think I could live with." didn't want to live with. "There'll come a point where you have to choose to keep fighting. And that choice is only yours to make."

    He made his on the battlefield.
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    [personal profile] polydeukes 2020-11-30 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
    She nods in acknowledgement, because that makes sense. And she does want to keep fighting. She doesn't want to be that person.

    But she also did not mean to dump all of that at Jon's feet.

    "Thanks, for listening." She shakes her head. "This kind of stuff doesn't really go very well with pancakes."
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    [personal profile] nighted 2020-11-30 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
    Jon shakes his head as if to say there is no reason to regret telling him any of this, and there isn't. He thinks it was brave of her to say it, and he won't take any of it lightly.

    "Like you said options are endless." To go with pancakes. "But nutella's nice."

    And they'll finish their pancakes in quiet appreciation.