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TEST DRIVE MEME #32

Arrival
"Judgement has come upon you. God has deemed you worthy of Hell. But don't worry, it can still be undone," comes a soothing voice that echoes all around you. The voice promises comfort, hope even.

It may seem like a nightmare at first, despite all of that. Full of hellfire nipping at your skin and a sensation of being pulled down no matter how much you struggle or cry for help. Wretched, unseen hands pull at you, grip tight at your body, tighten on your throat, skeletal fingers grab at your face, slide in your mouth and jab at your eyes as they struggle for purchase. It feels like for a moment, they may snap your neck as they tug and pull. The more you resist, the more phantom hands are added to your struggling body.

It feels like they could tear you apart if you let them. The only thing to do is to let go and stop fighting.

And so you do.

Darkness and nothingness consumes you for a second, And it seems to linger for a long time. There is nothing at all. It must be lonely. But it won’t be forever.

Initially, everyone opens their eyes to a long, dark corridor made of stone. They find themselves in what appears to be a long queue with other sinners, palm bloody.

Characters find their bodies feel heavy and stiff, bruised with odd hand prints here and there that they received during their journey down below. A massive headache throbs behind their temples. They are urged forward to take a numbered ticket and wait their turn in the long line. As they're ushered forward through the corridor, their first stop will be to see Lilith, standing outside her office.

The woman in a smart suit and a friendly smile steps forward to greet sinners one by one. "I'm sorry for your rough landing. We've never gotten it quite as smooth as it was in the past. Please, let me see your hand--"

Once she has the sinner's hand, there's the warm, almost electric touch of magic that soothes away the aches and pains, heals the wound left behind on each sinner's palm. Lilith looks satisfied with her work and gives a nod. "There, all better. Please take your care package and continue on until you reach the stairs."

On their way out, sinners receive their 'package', a contract detailing all sins committed. If they look at the list closely enough they'll notice it's written with their blood. That explains the palm wound then. It's an old piece of parchment despite the freshly written letters upon it. They will also receive a slightly more modern smart phone. Think early generation Android and a pamphlet made by other sinners during their stay here with useful tips.

After that, sinners will be ushered on to a set of stairs where a guard waits. "Welcome to Penance," the demon says gruffly before motioning them on without an ounce of courtesy. "Don't hold up the line."

They seem to go on and wind forever, but eventually, they come upon what appears to be a lobby of a hotel. Once there, they will notice several shops and other areas around the front desk.

The demon at the front desk looks rather bored, but when sinners approach? He seems to snap to attention to offer whatever help they might need of him. He will at least direct to food or rooms to rest their wary bodies, or recommend sights to see around the hotel.


Stand Your Ground
The morning reveals the first glimpse of Spring that Penance has seen in months. The frigid temperatures seem to be receding and the blood snow is finally melting. Repairs around the hotel are back on track, returning it to its former glory as the kitchens and other supplies slowly begin to fill back up. Everyone seems tentatively hopeful that maybe, just maybe, things are veering back towards normal.

Or as normal as they can be in these very uncertain times, with Mammon seemingly content to stay in Penance for an extended vacation and the gruesome remains of Hellburbia. The local demons seem rather pleased to be getting back to normal, at least. The hotel cafe, Helluvacup is officially opened for business again! This time with an array of spring drinks that included iced strawberry lemonade, a variety of flavored iced coffees, iced teas, and a specially blended coconut drink made with some ground up hell flora that’s said to increase stamina and well-being. Samples of these drinks will be provided by Bean the hell rat, who will be donning a little bee costume to encourage guests to come by and say hi!

Careful, he bites a little bit and may or may not carry a disease or two. If anyone tries to hurt him, they’ll have to contend with the manager. That’s his pride and joy after all. As normal as Hell seems to be, there’s an odd stirring at night. It sounds like something flying outside or claws tapping against the roof. It isn’t the Mares, but it certainly sounds like something. As days go on, guests may start to see dragons from Mammon’s lands out of the corner of their eye or picking through alleyways to hoard up items. They may sneak into the hotel if they’re tiny enough and steal small trinkets. There are also strange sightings of another new face hanging around these dragons. Mammon seems rather… disturbed by him, oftentimes complaining under his breath about that buffoon showing up.

Demonic staff assure sinners it’s nothing at all to worry about though! Just ignore it.

Besides, there are more fun things to focus on. There are free hell horse riding lessons coming up at the stables. Why, one might ask? Well, it’s simple really… Lucifer is planning a hunt that will take volunteers outside of Penance’s walls. He still has his little brother to save after all, and a spear to find. He hasn’t forgotten the thread of the Veiled Order or the fact that Barbas is contained in a mansion in Hellburbia!

Lessons will focus on gaining your horse’s trust. A bit more complicated than what a mortal may be used to, it takes some work to earn your horse’s respect. They may be bribed with flesh, blood, or the occasional brushing and petting. Spending time talking with your horse and sharing a bit of who you are with them doesn’t hurt at all either… they like it when people seem to ignore their sometimes grotesque appearances.

These clever beasts will also be hesitant to be ridden at first, but with enough training, should be able to navigate a training course set up for this special occasion.

It will be encouraged to camp out with your selected horse in the evenings to strengthen your bond, so sinners will be given a bonfire and plenty of simple foods for their camping adventure. Don’t worry, it will seem oddly warm thanks to the fires!

Mornings will be met with scooping up any messes the horses leave and feeding them their daily flesh and water. Do try not to lose any fingers! They get a little over-excited at times…


Reach Up High

Prompt I: The First Pull is the Hardest
WARNINGS: mutilation, blood, torture.

Lucifer's voice rings out as it always does, compassion and warmth clear despite his words. It lingers in guests' ears even as they're forced into a dark room by demons and shown an ominous looking device just waiting for them.
"Welcome, my honored guests! Since some of your ilk have displayed an alarming tendency towards secrecy and outright lying, I've come up with a way for you to practice frank discussion instead. What I ask of you won't be an easy task, but it will be a lesson that's valuable to learn. When the device before you turns on, it will display a sin one of you are guilty of. You will be given exactly one minute to begin explaining what happened and how. Do be frank about it, and fair warning: if either of you refuse... you're unlikely to be unhappy about the result."
Guests won't have the option of refusing this daunting task. Demons drag sinners in, easily overpowering even the strongest guest if only for long enough to secure them in the seat and shove their hands into the opening of the device. Once secured, sinners are unable to remove their hands as a typing noise begins sounding out. After a moment, a sheet of paper will then pop out of the top of the device with a ding for guests to read. One sin off their list is printed neatly on it. Guests have one minute to begin explaining what it means and how it happened or why it's a sin of theirs.

Should the guest refuse or fail they will hear the contraption start up. An ominous sound of something shifting rings out before a sharp pain shoots up their finger and ricochets through their body. Each time a person fails their turn they both lose a fingernail. this will keep going until they've lost all ten (or however many the guest may have) or they answer a satisfactory number of sins. It really just depends on which sort of torment the guests are content with suffering through and how much they want redemption.

[Note: How many sins characters have to explain to be released will be left up to player discretion!]


Prompt II: Lend a Hand
WARNINGS: blood mention, torture

With the flood waters receding, it’s time to clean up Hellburbia and get it back in working order. To remove a sin from one’s contract, sinners are encouraged to grab mops and buckets, and any tools they can get their hands on to set to work on the ravished neighborhood. Lucifer wants the homes back to their flawless appearances and habitable again. Demons will be selecting sinners at random if they’re lacking volunteers, and be prepared, if they catch sinners slacking that there will be some harsh punishments!

These demonic construction workers and cleaners are not above whipping, denying water, etc. to those who are being particularly unruly to them. Cleaning isn’t always a breeze. It isn’t meant to be simple.

But it will be worth it in the end when those who wish to move back are able to!

Everyone is encouraged to stay far away from the old mansion where Barbas has been sealed away… but there will be some hoodlum demons with some fresh eggs and rocks that are just begging to be tossed at that old place. Sinners may join them if they dare!


Follow Me Down

Prompt I: A Slave For You
WARNINGS: fantasy slavery, noncon, dubcon, aphrodisiacs, kidnapping

The usual debauchery at Club Penance is on hold, thanks to the way Mammon has settled in the space and converted it to an effective auction house. While Lilith had hoped that Mammon would be bored of his games by now, he hasn't moved on just yet! Mammon’s greed continues to affect anyone who lingers too long, prompting visitors to transition from well-intentioned visitors to fierce bidding competition. Why bring home one thing when you can bring home all of them? Why not drive the bidding higher and higher when it comes to getting what you deserve? Gold and rare items are a fine currency to start with, but the highest-value items will probably cost a bidder a piece of their soul.

With the time since the rushed setup, Mammon has had the opportunity to divide the space more formally. In addition to earlier wares, bidders can compete with one another for valuables from all sorts of worlds, usually pieces of art or other display items. Special auctions spring up for potions or magic charms that aren’t normally available. The auctioneers promise that the sinners addicted to Frenzy, the local drug of choice, would find their way to even higher highs with some of the best alchemy hell has to offer. They recommend getting your hands on the purple powder for a particularly mind-blowing experience.

And as before, there are still regular rounds of slave auctions. These vary from the domestic to the most debauched and depraved forms of servitude, whether bidders are looking for a french maid or a personal footstool.

The hungry club succubi and incubi have ensured that all the slaves are made pliant and assured eager to please whoever buys them. Who can they resist a desperate slave, eager to please? The acts they are expected to perform, as well as the duration of service, seem to be linked to the cost of the slave. Spirited, unbroken new arrivals go for fairly cheap, but the price goes up based on how exotic or well-trained a slave is.

Also new are a hall of group pens where slaves are left to loiter together between auctions. They're a calming space, with one wall made of glass so they can be watched by potential buyers. In the pens, slaves are encouraged to make themselves appealing, and interact with other slaves. Maybe some of them will even get purchased in pairs if they put on a good enough show for the voyeurs outside.

Post-purchase customization is now available for bidders willing to pay top-dollar. It costs a lot to indulge far out kinks such as tentacle play, animal play, guro, etc. But under the heady spirit of competition and need to have more, who cares about the cost of a soul? You aren't using yours anyway. Might as well put it to good use.

Sinners who've been here for weeks might have noticed that the term of a slave purchase seems to be proportional to a slave's price. The cheap ones seem to snap out of it in a day or so, and even though the expensive ones tend to linger under the influence for a week or longer, there's a lot of turnaround. This has resulted in a rash of kidnappings throughout the community. People are being snatched up even if they have the sense to stay far away from the club! It might be safer to travel in groups.


Prompt II: Casino Styx
WARNINGS: dubcon, loss of agency, memory manipulation

For those who thought Casino Styx may never return, they'll find themselves very mistaken. By evening, when the skies have faded from their odd reds and oranges to nearly black, sinners will notice a large, shining construct by the gates of the community once again. The golden exterior draws the eye better than even any Vegas establishment could hope.

Guests will be invited to come check out what's going on. As they near, the lights draw in attention almost as much as the blood 'water' feature dug around the new Casino Styx. The water fountains blast up to five hundred feet in the air on either side of a long bridge that leads across the blood and right to the entrance. Once inside the lavish establishment, guests will see the large statue of Charon that stands in the middle of a pool. To the side is a bowl full of golden coins to tip the ferryman. It's encouraged that all who enter do this simple gesture.

Those who skip it may notice their luck is simply awful all night. The effect may even follow them home.

The water theme only continues on as guests enter the casino proper. The walls look as if they have water cascading down them, but touching it will show it's merely an illusion. Somehow, they still somehow seem to reflect the glittering lights dancing overhead. Guests should appreciate how the atmosphere in the casino seems to inspire relaxation and a good mood.

The casino includes a variety of all the expected games, ranging from slots to poker to blackjack to roulette, and anything else imaginable. What is the point in gambling when there's no currency in Hell, one may ask? Well, that's where the real fun begins!

Sinners can work off items on their contract via gambling. Matching three objects on the slot machine will remove one sin, one time. Any subsequent wins on the slots will give golden coins to give to Charon for extra good luck. Patrons can also put up sins for wager in any competitive game like poker, but do keep in mind that the losers take all the sins on to their list! Be careful playing against demons or 'eating fresh baby' may end up on your contract.

It doesn't stop there, either. In higher stakes games, wagers can be made with bits of soul that get converted to the form of chips, made either with the patron's or, if you're too cowardly to bet your own, harvested from the damned souls in other parts of Hell. Be warned! Lose too many of these chips made from your own soul while gambling and sinners may start to experience a concerning lack of conscience, emotion, or feel a sudden eagerness to indulge in a vice that's natural to them.

So, do they tend to be vain? Suddenly that will be doubled and they may demand to be worshiped. Prone to sloth? Maybe they just won't want to move at all...

Not to worry though. As long as a sinner maintains a a little of their soul, the effect will be temporary as the energy repairs itself and becomes whole again over the next week or two.

Gambling with souls does offer winners the ability to win upgrades to their rooms (Softer beds, better electronics, etc.), earn a night in a lavish suite at the casino that will open soon, or VIP perks at Club Penance. Win big enough and one may also earn a request from home or to be put on a wait list for rooms at the casino to live permanently during their stay.

There are also strip-based games for those feeling frisky. Players will lose articles of clothes for each round they lose and the winner may decide to keep the pieces discarded. These can be played against multiple players or one-on-one.

Finally, there are games where body parts will be the wager... those who are brave enough to part with some flesh will find themselves earning perks around Hell. These will include the ability to escape from future torture for a round or two, or the ability to earn back abilities that may have been previously blocked upon arrival in Penance. They may also win a night with Lucifer or Lilith (Not in that way! Winners will get to ask questions or tour parts of Hell that may have been previously off-limits). Players will just have to ask themselves if it's worth losing an actual arm or leg for...

What's a night of gambling and vice without a quickie wedding or two? Without a place to make some bad decisions? While marriage isn't generally customary in Hell, there's a nice little wedding chapel in the casino for those impulse decisions! The marriages performed won't necessarily be binding in the traditional sense, but will be officiated by either a Grim Reaper or a fairly bad Lucifer impersonator who seems to use darling a bit too much. His roots are starting to show, too...

Oh, and are those LED lights he's got attached to his suit to make himself glow? Oh, well, if you ignore all that, it's not bad.

The ceremony will not be religion-based and will have appropriately Hell-like vows unless the spouses-to-be choose to write their own or request otherwise.

Oh, one more thing... while these marriages will be only as binding as sinners desire them to be, Lucifer will not freely annul them if that's the route sinners want to take. He will expect favors in return, generally in the form of service. Play assistant or housekeeper for a bit, earn your annulment and put that bad move right behind yourself!

Of course gambling and marriages aren't the only thing to focus on! What sort of Hell establishment would this be if there weren't servers clad in old fashion Cigarette Girl outfits carrying around trays of treats to offer guests? Sinners may get parched between enthralling games after all. These treats include food, drinks, cigarettes, drugs, etc. Go ahead and indulge! No one will judge a little gluttony around these parts! Just watch anything chocolate... rumor has it, it makes one inclined to visit that chapel...

[At the moment, we are allowing players to decide among themselves who will win or claim one free sin removal from the slot machines. If you want a sin removed, please note it on the sin removal page and be sure to link a completed thread. If you're cashing in a perk, please link it on the request page with what you're wanting for mod review! Please note that while some abilities may be unlocked, nothing too game breaking will be allowed.]


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compelledtoprotect: (headkissu)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-04-20 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Being allowed to feed his need for touch was heaven. Steve was always hungry for hugs and kisses and even just sitting close to people. If no one objected, he touched constantly. Little brushes of his fingers, a pet to the hair, a stroke of the cheek. Anything that allowed him to get hands on a person was the best thing ever.

Steve sighed and continued to stroke Yoon's hair, glad the kid had managed to calm a little at least.]



We find your room first. And if you don't wanna stay there alone, you can come home with me. I have a spare room and Bucky won't mind. We'll find your roommates too. We'll make sure they're nice. Baby steps. We do things one at a time.
madeofscars: (wide eyes 🐸 anxious stare)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-04-24 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He tenses a little bit, but remains still otherwise, enjoying the feeling of being held. He's starved for it, but he's too shy to actually do it or ask for it, so somebody else taking the initiative was godsend. ]

My... my room? [ What? Was he supposed to live here now?.. Ah, whoever ended up here stayed here, right? Of course he'd need some place to stay in that case, but that all sounds so... normal. Was this hell or a boarding school? Wait, was he supposed to rent it? ] I-I don't have that kind of money!

[ Or any sort of money, honestly. He'd ran out of that hospital as he stood, and he only seemed to have the same things here. ]
compelledtoprotect: (clutchin close)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-04-24 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey hey. It's ok, it's ok. Just breathe Yoon. Just breathe. In and out. In and out. Just breathe.


[It was child's play to keep that weak body in place, not that Yoon was trying very hard to struggle. The kid was just scared. Again. He petted Yoon's hair, waiting for some of that tension to ease again.]


It's ok. No one has to pay to live here or to eat, I promise. You can get a job if you want, but it's not required. No one's asking you for money Yoon. You're ok.
madeofscars: (suspicious 🐸 disappointed)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-04-25 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That sounds too good to be true -- ]

[ Wait. It really does. Just like this beautiful person exclaiming he wants to be friends, actually. There's no way this was for real, right? Was this the part where somebody was going to come out laughing at him? ]

[ He doesn't push away, but his grip does sort of relax, as if he's given up on attempting to hug back. There has to be a catch here, he just knows it. ]


What are they asking for?
compelledtoprotect: (headkissu)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-04-30 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even though Yoon didn't have his shirt in a death grip anymore, Steve still keep his arms around the boy. Unless Yoon asked to be let go, or started to really struggle, he wasn't going anywhere. Steve sighed, resting his cheek on Yoon's hair.]


Penance. Participation. Loyalty. There's no money changing hands, but there's usually a catch someplace. Things happen around here. Usually they're not great. Lucifer asks us to help out, however we're able. Some of us fight, when there's an enemy that could be defeated that way, some of us stay and look after weaker residents. That's the most important job I think. A lot of people here are really weak and need someone brave to stay and remind them they're not worthless. It's those people we're out there fighting for, you know? They're the ones who help us remember there's good that needs protecting.


[It was a lot, and it was fairly blunt, but Steve didn't think Yoon would appreciate being treated like a child. He also didn't want the kid thinking he'd be forced to pick up a sword and run toward danger. The people at home were why Steve fought.]
madeofscars: (sideglance 🐸 smad)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-01 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's feeling a little bit uncomfortable, but it will definitely take more than that for him to try protesting the nice, safe, strong embrace. The other man's cheek resting against the top of his head leaves him confused and surprised again; such gentleness, instead of being yanked around or hit. He feels himself relaxing further, despite feeling tears trying to well up in his eyes again. He blinks it away, focuses on breathing, tries to process everything he's hearing. ]

[ Unfortunately, it's not the reassuring part that he zones in on. Instead, all he can think of is how he'll still be bogging people down even here, unless they decide to leave him behind to fend for himself. He doesn't want that, he wants someone to protect him, but at the same time, he hates himself for needing it, and he hates being a burden as well. ]


But I am. [ His shoulders shake a little as he loses the fight and tears start rolling down his cheeks again, quietly this time, though there's a little hitch in his breath as he speaks. Mutters, more like, as if part of him hopes the other man won't hear it, while another is desperately trying to be heard and reassured. ] I'm not brave. I'm not-- anything... I really am worthless...

[ He's braver than he knows, but of course he doesn't see it himself, even after everything. ]
compelledtoprotect: (clutchin close)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-05-02 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Hey. Hey Yoon . . . Yoon love . . . You are not worthless! Oh Yoon . . .


[All he could do was hold the boy and try to offer comfort, murmuring soft words of encouragement and care. Steve ran his fingers through Yoon's hair and gently wiped away the tears as they fell. It made his chest hurt to see so much pain and lack of self worth. God, how was it allowed for people to abuse an innocent child so deeply? They'd completely destroyed Yoon! Why didn't anyone notice? Why didn't anyone help him sooner?]


Shhh, shh! It's ok. It's ok Yoon! You have worth! You have so much worth! And you can do amazing things, I'm sure of it! You just need the chance. You're special Yoon, you're a very special person!
madeofscars: (101 // longing)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-02 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He gives up on trying to choke it down, leans more into the other man and just cries his heart out. It's something that's been building up for a long time, as it always is; the whole Hell thing had just been the last straw. ]

[ He knows, on some level, that Steve is trying to comfort him, but his words just seem to sting even more. Are you really only worth something if you're special? He's sick of being special, in all the worst ways possible in his case. What's so wrong with being ordinary? What's wrong with being a loser who at least doesn't harm others? ]


I'm really not. [ He whispers, somewhere into Steve's shirt. ] I can't hold down a job. I can't defend myself, I can't buy a cake without messing it up too. I can't even make it to see someone before they die-- [ That just hurts too much and he cuts himself off with a sob, squeezing his eyes shut as the tears just won't stop. Great going, he thinks. You're about to freak out the one person who's bothered to try helping you, and you just don't appreciate it at all. He tries to force himself to come down, but his voice is still breaking up. ] I'm-- sorry for wasting your time...
Edited 2022-05-02 17:32 (UTC)
compelledtoprotect: (troubled as hell)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-05-11 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[When Yoon started talk, Steve fell silent so he could listen. He held the boy, trying to offer what comfort he could physically. It didn't seem like he'd done any good with his words.

The confessions cut him up. There was so much of his other self in Yoon he could barely stand it. Before the serum he'd felt all those things, suffered in similar ways, but he'd had a core of support that Yoon clearly lacked. It was what let him be as extroverted as he'd managed despite all his problems. But Yoon had had people tearing him down, over and over, for years. It was so painfully obvious what had happened and Steve just wanted to hurt the ones who'd abused him. When he spoke again, he just hoped it would help.]



You're not wasting my time Yoon, not even a little. And I could teach you some stuff, about self defense. I can teach you cooking although I'm still pretty bad at baking. I can show you how to take care of the animals in the basement. I can't help with anything back home while we're here, but I can be there for you now.
madeofscars: (sideglance 🐸 smad)

cw: suicidal ideation

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-11 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He goes quiet, too - just listening, just holding on, closing his eyes in an attempt to somewhat manage the overwhelming everything. ]

[ There you go again, the incessant voice tells him, making better people take care of you. You can't change anything. You should just die. Die and free them of the burden. His fingers clench, as if holding a knife. Maybe it's true -- ]

[ But there's something else rearing its head, too, something so very small, but strong enough to peek through the dark fog, apparently awakened by the kindness he's just been met with. You said you would be happy now, it reminds him. You promised you would. Are you really going to give up that easily when you're this close? ]

[ Slowly, he relaxes again, though he does still keep hiding his face against Steve's chest. ]


...Would that be okay? I-- [ He takes a shaky breath. He may be too old to really change the way he thinks, but he very clearly remembers that small spark of genuine hope he'd felt when he thought he was parting ways with Sangwoo. ] I don't know for sure if I can learn... But I would like to try.
compelledtoprotect: (dirty sheepish)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-05-22 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[When the boy relaxed a little, Steve did too, stroking Yoon's hair again as he smiled. So there was just despair and hopelessness in the kid. Thank god. He knew he could make a difference if Yoon was reaching out to him, even if it was just the tiniest bit.]


Of course. I wouldn't offer if I didn't think we'd have fun. And I'm sure you can learn Yoon. Any skill can be learned. You learned how to get dressed right? How to feed yourself? How to walk and run? You've learned all kinds of things in your life! All it takes is time and practice. We'll start with cooking though. Since you're required to come over anyway it'll be fun to make the meal together.
madeofscars: (suspicious 🐸 disappointed)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-22 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Sort of...

[ He doesn't think he's doing particularly well in any of those areas. But it's more that he can't find the motivation to dress well or take care of himself rather than not knowing how to do it. After all, wasn't he a disgusting little creature? ]

[ He squeezes his eyes shut, shaking his head a little, as if trying to rebut the invisible demons eating away at him. No, he was going to do this. He deserved fun! He thinks. He's not too sure. But he tries to convince himself of it anyway. ]

[ Cooking is actually one of the things he's already reasonably good at... but of course he's too anxious to point that out, too, besides, he does want to have an excuse to spend more time with Mr. Rogers, so he just nods along. ]


Okay. [ He sounds just a bit calmer now, shifting as if he wants to get a little distance between them again, though not forcefully so. ] Um-- when do you want me to come over? C-could you show me around?

[ He still has no idea about the layout of this place, just that it's full of terrifying creatures and maybe-people that could and would eat him, probably. ]
compelledtoprotect: (Default)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-05-22 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Where there were no other outbursts and the kid actually squirmed a bit as if he wanted to get up, Steve smiled and let his arms fall away. He pushed the hair out of Yoon's face, touching the boy's cheek lightly. He couldn't help it! He touched people. A lot.]


Sure I can show you around. Gotta find your room and I'm happy to point out the other major places. As for when you come over, whenever you want. I'm not always home, but you can always text to see where I am. Your usual meal day will be . . . Fridays? That sound good? We can always change it if you have something else to do. And you're welcome to dinner any day, but Fridays you have to come.


[He shook a finger teasingly at Yoon, still smiling. If the kid really didn't want ties to him, he wouldn't push, but Yoon seemed to genuinely want his company. So he could have it.]
madeofscars: (suspicious 🐸 disappointed)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-22 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The corners of his mouth twitch into an awkward smile. He doesn't rush to stand up, though, instead taking a better look of their surroundings. ]

Yeah... it's good.

[ He rubs at his face with his sleeve a little, as if drying off any remaining tears, then finally starts pushing himself up, one hand on the wall for balance. His legs feel a bit stiff, like a baby deer. He must've been crouched here for quite a while... ]

Um, I... I don't know which room is supposed to be mine...

[ The demons have given him some sort of a key, but he's probably dropped it in his panic between the registry and this lovely corner of the floor that he'd made home in for a while. Everything was just too much to pay attention to something so mundane. ]
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-05-22 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve could see how stiff the kid was and he chewed his lip for a moment before crouching down, offering a gentle smile.]


Here. How about a piggyback? It'll be easier than trying to walk arm-in-arm. And we can find out your room easy. You know that phone thing they gave you? It'll say on there where you're assigned.
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[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-23 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well. This is turning very embarrassing very fast. Bum stammers a little and waves his hands in front of himself. ]

Th-- there's no need! I'm fine, I'm sure of it...

[ He pats himself down a little in search of a phone-like object, but it appears that luck is not on his side today. He sighs, shoulders slumping. ]

I must've lost it...

compelledtoprotect: (so so happy!)

it works something like that XD

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-05-25 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
You sure? I don't mind, honest. It'd be fun!


[He was being totally sincere. Carrying Yoon wouldn't be difficult at all and he'd like having the kid close. Any excuse to touch people Steve took. He was shameless as hell. He made a calming motion with his hands and pulled out his own, holding it out.]


It's ok. We can get you another one soon enough. For now, just use mine. Works like a regular cell so far as I can see. Just search for housing and then your name.
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[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-05-29 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
It's -- [ embarrassing. scary. he doesn't really know this man, they've just met, and while he's been everything one could want in this situation and more... he's not quite comfortable with the idea of that much contact at the moment. ] -- it's fine. I just need a moment...

[ Once he thinks he's standing steadily enough, he tentatively takes the offered phone. It's clear enough that he's familiar with this level of technology, even if he still looks a little scared as he scrolls through the information. As if he was using a stolen phone in public or something. ]

Okay, I think I got it... 101?..
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-06-02 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[He just reached out to stroke the boy's hair with a smile, making the motion slow and very obvious, just in case Yoon wanted to avoid it.]


I've got all day Yoon. You take as much as you need.


[Steve continued to smile and touch the boy, if he allowed it. Petting Yoon's hair, resting a hand on the kid's shoulder. He'd have pulled Yoon in close if he thought it would go over well, but Steve was worried that would be too much. Smaller connections to start seemed to go over better.]


Yeah? It's right this way. We'll stop by your room and then head up to mine. Then I can get you something eat. We can head back out after that if you want, or we can just stay in my place for a while. That sound ok?
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[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-06-05 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The slowness is a good call. Bum follows his hand with his eyes, looking somewhat worried, but as soon as he realizes the touch is gentle he actually leans into it. He wants it so much-- ]

[ And then he goes still for a moment. ]

[ What were the implications of this? Was he overthinking it? But nobody's invited him to their room like this before, well, aside from... ]

[ He swallows, shaking his head a little in an attempt to get rid of the phantom in his mind, and carefully holds the phone back out for Steve. ]


Um, sure-- Sounds great... Sorry for all the trouble...
compelledtoprotect: (happy)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-06-06 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
It's no trouble, honest. I like meeting new people and I like helping them.


[He wanted to tell Yoon that he was family, that the kid could always ask him for help, could always come to him for comfort. But he was worried that would scare Yoon stiff. So he held back on it. For the moment.

Steve gently started to guide Yoon down the halls, heading for the kid's room.]



We'll make sure your room's nice and clean and then go look for food. I'm sure I have something I can heat up. How do you feel about grilled cheese?
madeofscars: (suspicious 🐸 disappointed)

[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-06-11 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Baby steps was probably the safest approach here. Bum had a certain inclination, maybe even gullibility, to always expect the best from people, but he also had countless experiences of the opposite. This made socializing even more difficult than it already was for him; with every new person, he was simultaneously hoping for affection, and waiting to be hit or cursed out. Like being torn in two opposite directions; one moment one was winning, and then it was suddenly the other. ]

[ He lets the other man direct him, his steps a little careful but otherwise he seems more or less fine now. ]


Um... That... sounds good?

[ He sounds uncertain. Thing is, he doesn't really have a lot of feelings about cheese in general. It was kind of expensive until very recently, and not eaten that commonly. Chances are he hasn't even tried that particular dish, but then, Sangwoo being the edgy youth that he was, maybe he's made some at some point while Bum lived with him. ]

[ There is also a more immediate concern which he finally dares to voice once they reach the end of the hallway. ]


Don't we need a key to get in?

[ He's lost his entire welcoming package like a panicked doofus, and he had no idea where or who to ask about it. Maybe there was some sort of lost and found? ]
compelledtoprotect: (so so happy!)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-06-16 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
I have other things. I just default to grilled cheese. It's one of those comfort foods from home, you know?


[Steve rested a hand between Yoon's shoulder blades, the touch warm and gentle.]


You don't have the key either? It's ok. I can get you in this time, then we'll get replacements. Just don't tell anyone I'm breaking in. I'm supposed to be a good guy.


[Steve grinned at the kid and bent at the door. He could technically have picked the lock, with enough time and effort, but it was easier to just literally break in. There was a crunch of metal and he pushed the door open with a flourish, making a note to fix the damage he'd done as soon as Yoon was settled someplace.]


Voila!
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[personal profile] madeofscars 2022-06-25 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's happy to get anything at all, in fact, forget the food, he's happy to get just the consideration for it. ]

Um, it's fine -- please don't worry about it...

[ This really applies both to the food and to the opening of doors, but it's too late. He winces a little at the noise the metal makes and glances inside before his gaze shifts back to Steve, an unquestionable bit of awe there that's currently distracting him from the fact that his door no longer has a working lock. Which is his own fault, really, so he's not mad about it or anything, it's just more things to be anxious about later. ]

W-whoa. You're really strong.
compelledtoprotect: (so embarrassed!)

[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-06-26 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
You sure? I really don't mind seeing what else is around the apartment . . .


[Steve just liked to feed people, it didn't matter what he cooked. It was just the feeding them that mattered.

He ducked his head with a blush, rubbing at his nape. It would only take him a little effort to fix it!]



I ah . . . yeah. I kinda am. I'll fix it though! Once we get you settled I'll come back and replace the lock. I've ah . . . had practice. With repairs. Just take me a minute.

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