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TEST DRIVE MEME #38

Arrival
"Judgement has come upon you. God has deemed you worthy of Hell. But don't worry, it can still be undone," comes a soothing voice that echoes all around you. The voice promises comfort, hope even.

It may seem like a nightmare at first, despite all of that. Full of hellfire nipping at your skin and a sensation of being pulled down no matter how much you struggle or cry for help. Wretched, unseen hands pull at you, grip tight at your body, tighten on your throat, skeletal fingers grab at your face, slide in your mouth and jab at your eyes as they struggle for purchase. It feels like for a moment, they may snap your neck as they tug and pull. The more you resist, the more phantom hands are added to your struggling body.

It feels like they could tear you apart if you let them. The only thing to do is to let go and stop fighting.

And so you do.

Darkness and nothingness consumes you for a second, And it seems to linger for a long time. There is nothing at all. It must be lonely. But it won’t be forever.

Initially, everyone opens their eyes to a long, dark corridor made of stone. They find themselves in what appears to be a long queue with other sinners, palm bloody.

Characters find their bodies feel heavy and stiff, bruised with odd hand prints here and there that they received during their journey down below. A massive headache throbs behind their temples. They are urged forward to take a numbered ticket and wait their turn in the long line. As they're ushered forward through the corridor, their first stop will be to see Lilith, standing outside her office.

The woman in a smart suit and a friendly smile steps forward to greet sinners one by one. "I'm sorry for your rough landing. We've never gotten it quite as smooth as it was in the past. Please, let me see your hand--"

Once she has the sinner's hand, there's the warm, almost electric touch of magic that soothes away the aches and pains, heals the wound left behind on each sinner's palm. Lilith looks satisfied with her work and gives a nod. "There, all better. Please take your care package and continue on until you reach the stairs."

On their way out, sinners receive their 'package', a contract detailing all sins committed. If they look at the list closely enough they'll notice it's written with their blood. That explains the palm wound then. It's an old piece of parchment despite the freshly written letters upon it. They will also receive a slightly more modern smart phone. Think early generation Android and a pamphlet made by other sinners during their stay here with useful tips.

After that, sinners will be ushered on to a set of stairs where a guard waits. "Welcome to Penance," the demon says gruffly before motioning them on without an ounce of courtesy. "Don't hold up the line."

They seem to go on and wind forever, but eventually, they come upon what appears to be a lobby of a hotel. Once there, they will notice several shops and other areas around the front desk.

The demon at the front desk looks rather bored, but when sinners approach? He seems to snap to attention to offer whatever help they might need of him. He will at least direct to food or rooms to rest their wary bodies, or recommend sights to see around the hotel.


Stand Your Ground
Curiously, every television within Hell seems to be covered with a sheet and wrapped in chains. If one listens closely at night, they'll hear murmuring coming from them. If any curious newcomer should try to remove the coverings, they will find them magically enchanted in some way that makes this impossible, however. If asked, the staff will explain that they're undergoing a cleansing to remove a curse placed upon them by evildoers. If pressed further, they'll hear talks of The Veiled Order.

But not to worry! There's plenty to do. Helluvacup needs to be rebuilt so the coffee demon and his prized hell rat on a harness and leash quit wandering the halls... the staff is rather tired of being bitten! Additionally, it feels like reality is shifting more often to showing what the pristine hotel may actually look like. It hasn't been that long since the buildings were flooded by lava and utterly destroyed. The beautiful interiors were too good to be true, and the veneer is cracking more severely now. At times, the illusion drops to the burnt out husk of a building, to rotting wood and torn, old furniture. Sometimes it's jarring enough to leave one dizzy before it simply flashes back to normal. Unfortunately, whenever these glitches occur, it is entirely possible to find one's self in an entirely different room than they meant. Wanted to grab a midnight snack? Have fun in that blood room. Wanted to take an innocent pee, minding your own business? You may accidentally walk into someone's room.

In which case, it is probably very advisable to not relieve yourself and find a more suitable area. What could possibly go wrong?

At least there does seem to be a break in the heat? Hell is an almost comfortable temperature, but there are already talks of the dreaded Fall coming soon. In Hell, Fall tends to feel more like the dead of winter, bt hopefully, there will be a skip to the usual snow and frigid temperatures.

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Reach Up High

Prompt I:
WARNINGS: drills, torture, blood, lobotomy

Part of redemption is suffering, Darlings. That’s why sinners are drawn here. They will hurt, but they will also learn to become better people. One way or another.

The demons who bring sinners here have tied them quite firmly into a contraption that forces them to recline back with their heads trapped in a vice. If they look up, they’ll be able to see the whirring flash of metal from an active drill poised just overhead. They can squirm if they’d like, but it might be unsettling for the person bound behind them. Before they can vocalize any questions, they’ll hear the sound of Lucifer’s warm, soothing voice.

"My dear guests, I’ve done a lot of thinking about what I can do to bring you closer together. Father often says that humans should love their fellow man. Maybe you just need some help building trust. I assure you that you’re both perfectly safe. If you stay still and chat, the drills will cause a little scratch, but nothing you can’t live through. Talk about your sins. Talk about your day. It’ll just take a few minutes before you can leave. Be nice, and whatever you do, don’t move a muscle."
It’s at this point that sinners might notice that although they are rendered immobile from the waist up, their legs are free. They can push back their chairs and avoid the drills which are suddenly moving forward. But since they’re bound to someone else, pushing back will send their partner forward into their drill and surely condemn them to a messy death. If neither sinner moves, they can both survive. The drills will move close enough to tear the skin at their foreheads and perhaps scratch the skull underneath, creating a mild concussion at worst. But if the sinners were unable to make peace and stop themselves from moving, the drill is quite capable of pushing past bone and into the soft flesh of the frontal lobe. You can technically live with the kind of brain damage caused by an injury there, but do you really want to do that to your new close friend?

You have three minutes to figure it out.


Prompt II
For those fortunate enough to escape the unplanned lobotomy, well, there's an easy task for you! As previously mentioned, Helluvacup and the hotel's own pool both need to be tidied up, or rebuilt in some cases. Any sinners who volunteer will be treated to free drinks and snacks, and receive appreciation from demonic staff. Plus, chipping in and helping your fellow sinners (and demons) is something God often encourages! It will be good for one sin removal overall. There will be building supplies, cleaning supplies, and anything else sinners need to push forward!

The staff also won't be put out if sinners would rather do a little bit of cleaning instead...

Besides, it's a rare opportunity to help import supplies to Hell. There are large crates of unnamed items, new furniture items, torture items, clothes, and more. There's also several boxes of nothing but pumpkin spice that veteran sinners, who know what every fall entails, may cringe at the sight of.


Follow Me Down

Prompt I
WARNINGS: fire, disobedience

Speaking of pumpkin spice and torture devices... Well, sinners may find the prime opportunity for a bit of a bonfire if they're so inclined. It seems some demons are not looking forward to the months of pumpkin spice flavored foods or, well, working, really. These are young, reckless demons, but they've decided to help some of these new shipments get 'lost' by starting a large bonfire in a secluded place in Penance proper. They'll be asking sinners to help out. They'll supply the booze as they watch everything burn later!

If questioned about it, the demons will insist that it's just another part of the importing project. Everyone's trying to tell you to grab the crates and haul them somewhere, right? Into the fire is somewhere. Of course it's fine! You get points for being good little boys and girls every time you shut up and do what you're told. Why would anyone lie about that?

Perhaps it will come as a surprise, then, that anyone who participates will receive one sin added to their contract in the form of arson.


Prompt II
WARNINGS: sex, aphrodisiacs, non-con, etc.

Club Penance has new shots for all to try! Eager incubi and succubi stand around with trays of them, eager to pass them off under the strobe lights and pounding music. The air is sweeter than even usual, the demons amping up the aphrodisiacs to ensure everybody has a good time, and there's plenty encouragement to get lost in the atmosphere. These shots all have a unique influence, although that part may have been left out... Oops.

Apple: Causes one to fall lust with the first person they see. They will absolutely be overwhelmed with the desire to have them and do whatever they must to receive their affections.
Cinnamon: Causes one to fall into love with the first person they see. Their heart will skip beats, they'll feel the urge to recite poetry, anything! Your love must be known.
Pumpkin: Causes one to fall out of balance. Just the perfect meet-cute, isn't it? Hopefully you won't fall into anyone in a bad mood.
Sour Apple: Causes one to fall into a rage. Ah, oops. Maybe they didn't think that one out. This one causes aggression and the need to make certain others know you're the top dog around here.



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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-08-30 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't think you're a light-weight Diana, but anyone who gets hurt that badly would need some time. And it might not have been a choice I wanted to make, but I am the one who swung the whip." And he was starting to argue again. Steve closed his eyes and sighed. It was so odd the way he always reacted to her. He liked Diana!

"Sorry. No scars though? Nothing pulling across your back?"
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-08-31 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
"No scars," she assures him again, sighing herself. He always seems to underestimate her, at least in Diana's opinion. He expects her to be more mortal than she is. "The wounds healed clean and easy. It is fine, truly."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-08-31 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Good. I'm glad."

And he was. Steve was also perpetually confused by the woman. But he didn't want to fight. He just wanted to be friends. Steve held out his hand, just close enough that they wouldn't have to stretch to reach each other. He didn't look at her, eyes on the ground, but he cared. It was just awkward as all hell.

"I'm happy you're good Diana."
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-08-31 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
"And you?" Diana asks, softening her expression and leaning closer. They don't need to dwell on the past, unpleasant as it is.

"You have been all right? It seems as though there is always some new torture here. You haven't been hurt?"
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-08-31 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't really think she'd take his hand, but he had to try. Steve let his hand rest on his thigh with a wry smile, "Physically I'm fine. New scars, but they rarely last long. Old aches." He was teasing her. No fighting, no picking, no apologizing. Just being a friend.

"Mentally and emotionally I'm still healing though. Not that I wanna talk about it. How are you doing? Personally?" Not just the physical.
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-08-31 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Personally...?" Diana says, shooting Steve a sideways glance. She starts to say something, but gets caught on it, her eyes clouding as she thinks back over what they've been through.

"I'm not sure how to answer that. Lately it seems to have been a string of tortures, and somehow enduring each of them makes me less myself."

Her wings spread slightly, demonstrative.

"And it seems I lose friends again and again, one way or the other. But I continue."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-09-01 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Ah. That was good. It was good to hear that she was human, in her emotions at least. Why Steve needed Diana to be human he had no idea, but it made him feel a lot better that she was. He managed a faint smile as she fanned her wings. They certainly were stunning.

"You don't enjoy being such an obvious light to the rest of us?" He had to tease, just a little, "Not everything the hotel does is on the outside, you know? It makes it a lot harder to spot the changes. And the loss is . . . wearing. Incredibly wearing. And it really never stops . . ."
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-09-02 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"What kind of changes do you mean?" Diana asks. She's not aware of any changes that aren't physical, but she doesn't doubt there could be invisible things. Alterations inside, where their impact is felt but not seem.
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-09-03 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve looked away quickly, regretting that he'd said anything, "Nothing. Just something I tell myself to make me feel a little less guilty sometimes." Not that it worked. Whether it was the real truth or not he wasn't sure, but part of him believed it must be. Deep down Steve was a good person, he knew that. Most of the time he wanted to help, to spend his life if that was what it took to keep someone safe. And yet he'd done all those things, hurt people he loved . . .

It had to be the hotel, it had to! He would never hurt someone like Teddy otherwise! Or Setsuna! He wasn't really a monster!
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-09-03 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Steve..." Diana says, a note of concern in her tone. She did reach for him then, covering his hand with her own and giving it a slight squeeze. She can't help but think of conversations they've had before. Of how worried he always seem to be of hurting her.

Of how wracked with guilt.

"I want to know. Please, tell me."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-09-04 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
He flinched but didn't pull away. He didn't answer right away either.

"I've done . . . things. To people who don't deserve it. To people I love. To people I'd rather die than hurt. And yet I've still hurt them. Deliberately. Over and over. I destroyed a relationship Diana. I hurt someone to the point I can never see them again, and rightly so. There's no way to apologize or make up for the things I've done."

Steve swallowed hard against tears, "Why did I do that? Why would I hurt people I loved? Why would I abuse someone so consistently and horribly he can't even look at me without hating that I'm alive? Why Diana? Why?" He didn't have concrete answers, all he had was the hope that the city had done something to him, had made it easier for his terrible impulses and decisions to come to the fore and be implemented. What else made any sense for what he'd done?
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-09-05 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
She squeezes his arm again, though her expression clouds. She's not disgusted, per se. And she knows that Hell does things to people. She wouldn't have thought any of them permanent, but people here do things they wouldn't normally.

It's reason not to turn away.

"I do not think there's anything so bad that you cannot apologize for it. Perhaps your friend won't take you back, but you can still try to better yourself."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-09-15 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
Steve shook his head, "I won't force myself on him even to try and apologize. It would be for me, not him. We've talked, sort of." He winced, "He doesn't want anything to do with me and I can't blame him. I have no right to do anything anymore. I was in the wrong Diana. Every time I hurt him I was in the wrong."

There were many things that couldn't be apologized for and he'd done a lot of them to Teddy. Steve sighed and patted Diana's hand lightly, "Now that I know, I look for it. I can't change the past, but I can be better going forward."
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-09-17 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
"That is the most important thing, of course." Diana says. She doesn't shrink away. Her hand is firm against his, steady. "But it does seem as though there must be things you can do for him, not you. I am not suggesting you will ever be friends again, and you should not force your company or forgiveness from anyone. But I do not think you are so powerless either."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-09-22 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course."

It was good not to hurt anyone else, but Steve wished more than anything he could undo the things he'd done. He'd been a monster and cause Teddy so much pain. He shook his head slowly, resigned. If someone knew what he could do, Steve would be there in a heartbeat, but how could he even ask? What could he possibly do?

"I wouldn't even know how to go about finding out if there was something I could do. I can't talk to him and I won't ask others to do it in my name. That's even worse. No. I just stay away. It's best for all of us."
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-09-23 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
"How do you make sure it doesn't happen again?" That seems like the most obvious starting point to Diana, and apparently she just can't keep her nose out of it. Perhaps for Steve's sake, but also because of a more general sense of what's right.

"You say you can try, but how? What does it mean to try? Do you have anyone who can stop you if you slip?"
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-09-30 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
"I . . . I don't have a foolproof plan. It's not something I can control until I know it's happening. It's not like I'm suddenly a different person. It's . . . I . . . " He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.

"I didn't realize for a really long time. I think this place has partially rewired by brain. All of the bad emotions, the anger and the jealousy and the vengefulness. That stuff is where I go first now. The bad thoughts are louder and for a while they were drowning out everything else, pushing me to do all those terrible things everybody thinks about, but rarely acts on. And I didn't see it as bad. I didn't see it as me in the wrong. It just seemed . . . reasonable."

Steve shook his head, "It sounds insane to say that, but that's how it was. And then when . . . I can see it now. I can feel it when it starts to happen and I can stop myself, at least so far." He stared at the ground, "I'm not sure who could stop me if I really got going though. Henry maybe, if you can convince him to hurt me. Natasha knows my weaknesses. Bucky has the skills and the power, but I think it might break him . . ." Steve closed his eyes and hung his head. To force his friends to hurt him so he didn't hurt his friends.
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-10-02 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"I could stop you," Diana suggests then. She doesn't say she will. She makes it an option, only.

"I believe I am stronger than you realize, Steve. And far less breakable. If you need someone strong enough to stop you, it could be me."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-10-09 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
He glanced at her with a wry smile, "Oh I don't doubt you could stop me. I'm not sure you'd be able to do it without going farther than you wanted though. Not that I've really ever lost it to that extent. And I don't intend to." Well. There was that fight with Teddy, where they both basically tried to kill each other. Steve was pretty sure he'd started it, but in the end they'd both been going nearly all out. He wasn't sure anyone could have stopped them.

"So far I can catch it at the very beginning, before I do any real damage. Just words, you know? Where I'm saying things that are hurtful, or demanding. Getting physical hasn't been where I go first."
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[personal profile] amazonfresh 2022-10-13 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
"I am strong enough not to have to do anything I will regret," Diana insists. Steve strikes her as so... resigned to his struggle. In her way, she wishes to help him. To make this easier for him in whatever way she can.

"And I may have more power in this than you expect. My lasso is a powerful artifact. Not only is it strong enough to hold a god, it has the magic to remind people of the truth."
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[personal profile] compelledtoprotect 2022-11-26 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Steve sighed, "Diana . . . " He shook his head. There was just no fight in him at the moment. He didn't want to fight even though he didn't think Diana was giving his words enough weight. She sure did think she could handle anything. It made him want to push her, which wouldn't be good for either of them.

"I've rarely had trouble with the truth. Even when I'm being cruel it's not lying, just saying all the things I never meant to."