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TEST DRIVE MEME #15

Arrival
You remember a dream.

Or maybe nightmare is more accurate.

It was full of hellfire nipping at your skin and a sensation of being pulled down no matter how much you struggle or cry for help. There's a voice that feels like it's coming from all around you at once. Contrasting with the nightmare unfolding around you, it's smooth as silk. It makes you want to listen with every bit of attention you can muster in the moment.

"Judgement has come upon you, but not to worry. It can still be undone."

The voice promises you redemption for your sins. It promises you a better life and everything you could ever want, if only you just stop struggling so much.

And so you do.

Everyone wakes up in the same room initially. The room is done up in red with a cushy bed, a window, an old TV in the corner on a desk, and a few Hieronymus Bosch paintings lining the wall. There's a bathroom to clean up in and any belongings will be sat around the room to be gathered later. There's a duffel bag provided for your convenience.

After feeling a sensation of falling or dropping onto the bed, characters wake up feeling like they've just slept for a week. Their body will feel heavy and stiff, and they'll have a massive headache at first.

They'll quickly notice the list of their sins written with their blood on a bedside table on an old piece of parchment. This will mean the list is tied to them and can't be changed or tampered with. They'll also receive their device to connect with others and the network. It won't be anything terribly fancy. As a matter of fact, it looks like a very old Blackberry type phone.

Once characters are ready to leave the room, they'll head down long, winding halls. They're dimly lit and have an ominous feeling. They may encounter fellow sinners or demonic staff that will direct the newcomer down to the lobby to get their actual room key to settle in. The staff may be pushy, or they may border on courteous. It really just depends on the mood of the staff at the time and how they're treated in return. Eventually, everyone comes to stairs that lead downward.

Once down to the lobby, you'll notice the front desk manned by a demon who looks bored out of its mind. To the side of him is the door to the kitchen, where guests may help themselves. To the right is a small duty free shop that seems to have a surprisingly normal, expected stock of items. Look around a bit further, there will be a tiny bar tucked in through a corner door. It seems pretty well-stocked and best of all, there's a demonic bartender who seems to know how to mix any drink you can imagine (and a few you can't). Of course there's some seating, bar games, and a jukebox tucked in the corner if you'd rather stay and socialize a bit. There's also a new addition of a karaoke machine.

Please note that all the songs on the jukebox are appropriately hell-themed. Hopefully Sympathy for the Devil is universally loved.


Stand Your Ground

Prompt I: The Battle
While the chanting has seemingly stopped for now, guests will awaken to more rambunctious animals invading the Penance community through weak points in the gates. Pained screams come from the stables as the hounds and horses try to defend themselves against the onslaught of ferocious beasts. The demons will be shouting for help, urging sinners to save the community if they want to continue enjoying even the small comforts they've come to expect.

PLEASE NOTE! Most beasts will be aggressive and attack with teeth and claw as animals tend to do There are some that have a poisonous touch that feels like it sends fire through one's very veins. It will be excruciating pain for any who are touched by the boar-like animals. Luckily there is a serum available if you can convince someone to help you! So while painful, the venom is unlikely to cause actual death.

Demons and sinners alike will need to band together to deal with these menaces, however. If sinners show support, this will restrengthen the bond and camaraderie between sinners and demons.

If animals finding weak points to get in wasn't bad enough then the demonic giant thrashing wildly and crumbling parts of the gate certainly isn't helpful at all. He's a violent, dumb nuisance but extraordinarily strong. It will take a lot more than a single bullet or hit with a sword to take him down. He seems to have an impossibly high tolerance toward magical attacks and other such things of this nature. There's very little reasoning skills, hinting that this demon is nothing more than a feral beast itself from where more may still lurk out there somewhere.

But fear not, sinners! For Lucifer returns just in the nick of time on one of his demonic steeds looking more the angel than ever. Clad in gold and white armor, a sword sheathed at his side, followed by a few demonic soldiers dressed similarly but more skeletal than anything else. Together, they'll take on killing the giant along with any guests brave enough to risk their lives. One swipe from this monstrosity can easily snuff a person out.

As the battle wages on, Lucifer will urge sinners to retreat with the assurance that he will finish this job. Rallying his demonic companions, they slay the feral giant along with what beastly demons and animals remain so that life can return to normal. Your bravery is commended, sinners! And shall be remembered.

All are entirely free to watch Lucifer in all of his shining glory. See how he shines brilliant in the darkness. The light bringer, true to his name.


Prompt II: The Aftermath
Lucifer's smile will be absolutely beaming when he dismounts his horse and allows some of the staff to take it to the stables. He maybe covered in a bit of blood, but the prince of darkness seems to be in better mood than he has been for a very long time. When he notices the crowd, he'll greet them with a wave of his hand. "Greetings, guests! I would like to thank each and every one of you for your aid today. Without you, this could have been a disaster. I also want to assure you that I come bringing good news! I have convinced my colleagues to help us further. Watch as Penance continues to grow and become a better community for all of us!"

He announces this proudly, his words reaching everyone as they always do, whether they're here to see him in person or not.

His good mood seems only watered down when Lilith approaches him for a welcoming embrace. Those who are particularly observant will see her whisper in his ear, earning a curt nod. Soon after, they will wander off together. Some demons joke that Lilith is merely giving Lucifer a proper welcoming home, if you know what they mean. Others will complain that's disrespectful and she's merely filling him in on cult activities.

After the excitement of the morning, things will return to relative normal around Penance. The staff go back to work although the electricity may still be touch and go for a bit. Viscera and other gory remains will be scrubbed clean without asking the guests for their aid although they are welcome to help.

The demons will speak among themselves about how good it is to have Lucifer back, "the chanting", and "another big one is coming, isn't it?" for those trying to overhear. Unfortunately for guests, they'll find the demons are still rather cold and uncommunicative toward them if asked for any clarity. A few demons still may taunt guests about how they hope they know they'll be on the Veiled Order's list next because they're certainly coming back. They'll jeer and joke about how they hope the next sacrifice is even more painful than the last.

It's fine. Everything is fine. Lucifer is soon back in his white suit an can be overheard discussing something about an arena and how guests need a chance to blow off steam. If he's asked about The Veiled Order, he'll casually brush it off and promise that he's preparing some additional information to be passed around soon, likely over the network itself.


Prompt III: The Days to Come
Guess where all that meat sinners eat comes from? That's right, a lot of it comes from the beasts outside Penance itself when demons aren't able to import it from earth (and no, they won't tell you how to get there. Quit asking!) But also guess what? The demons are tired of being the sole hunters and providers of it. They'll be demanding that guests step up to help clean and prepare the meat for future storage. They'll insist upon it, as a matter of fact. Never butchered a pig before, let alone a demonic one? Ah, well, they'll show sinners the ropes, don't you worry about that!

If all that animal slaughter isn't for you, sinners will also have the option of volunteering for repairing the damage done to the gates themselves. While they seem to be magically repairing themselves for he most part, they still need a little TLC to help them along. Guests may help place new bricks, repair the entrances, or help out wherever else they may think they'll be useful.

Now that Lucifer is returned, guests will also be allowed to help with the generators to help stop the random blackouts.


Reach Up High
WARNINGS: mutilation, blood, torture.

Lucifer's voice rings out as it always does, compassion and warmth clear despite his words. It lingers in guests' ears even as they're forced into a dark room by demons and shown an ominous looking device just waiting for them.
"Welcome, my honored guests! Since some of your ilk have displayed an alarming tendency towards secrecy and outright lying, I've come up with a way for you to practice frank discussion instead. What I ask of you won't be an easy task, but it will be a lesson that's valuable to learn. When the device before turns on it will display a sin one of you are guilty of. You will be given exactly one minute to begin explaining what happened and how. Do be frank about it, and fair warning: if either of you refuse... you're unlikely to be unhappy about the result."
Guests won't have the option of refusing this daunting task. Demons drag sinners in, easily overpowering even the strongest guest if only for long enough to secure them in the seat and shove their hands into the opening of the device. Once secured, sinners are unable to remove their hands as a typing noise begins sounding out. After a moment, a sheet of paper will then pop out of the top of the device for guests to read. One sin off their list is printed neatly on it. Guests have one minute to begin explaining what it means and how it happened or why it's a sin of theirs.

Should the guest refuse or fail they will hear the contraption start up. An ominous sound of something shifting rings out before a sharp pain shoots up their finger and ricochets through their body. Each time a person fails their turn they both lose a fingernail. this will keep going until they've lost all ten (or however many the guest may have) or they answer a satisfactory number of sins. It really just depends on which sort of torment the guests are content with suffering through and how much they want redemption.

[Note: How many sins characters have to explain to be released will be left up to player discretion!]


Follow Me Down

Prompt I: A Rave For The Ages
WARNINGS: sex, drugs, alcohol, aphrodisiacs, body changes, potential kinks, violence, potential non-con or dub-con.

The incubi and succubi of Club Penance seem to think everyone deserves a little fun after all the punishment that's gone around. Guests at the hotel receive a flyer slipped beneath their door encouraging them to come to a midnight rave Club Penance is hosting.

There will be music, dance, costumes, alcohol, and all manner of party drugs. They also have every intention of it going all night long! The rave will span both the regular portion of the club and the sex-driven side so there will be plenty for everyone!

The club demons assure guests that no one should worry. There won't be any inappropriate conduct by staff at all. All aphrodisiac-laced food or drink is clearly marked throughout and no drugs will be slipped to anyone who doesn't want them. Much to everyone's surprise they keep their word and for all intents and purposes, it does feel like your standard rave when sinners arrive.

There's darkness broken up only by strobe and neon lights, glow sticks are passed out, fog machines keep the floor near obscured from view. The music is pumping throughout the entire club thanks to a rather boorish looking demoni DJ. There's quite a few change rooms for dancers to change into any sort of club or fetish wear of their own as well as a room full of costumes and fetish wear that can be rented on the house. If you're uncertain about changing, a demon may "helpfully" choose something and make sure you put it on.

Once again, the succubi are wandering the club, enchanted to look like beautiful women that no one can seem to resist. It's just the natural pull of what they are and the incubi -- males -- seem to have the same effect on everyone. They're holding trays of food, drinks, and drugs that they'll helpfully pass out. They're also dancing on poles or in cages and providing all sorts of entertainment.

For those inclined, these demons will also be putting on sex shows and demos of all sorts. They'll take audience participation rather gladly and play under respectable rules, safe words and all.


Prompt II: Choose Your Poison
As the night drags on, there will be demons who will approach sinners clad in over the top fetish wear and more beautiful than anything anyone has ever seen. They beckon guests to follow and, at the time, it seems like a good idea. These particular demons lead sinners to a table in a back room where a multitude of drinks await. They urge sinners to take a sip from the color that most pleases them for a special surprise. Everyone will have every chance to say no, but should they indulge, they'll find themselves momentarily blacking out for a bit.

When they come to, one of the following will happen:

Red drinks will trigger a feeling of intense warmth in the person's body. While not uncomfortable, it may lead a guest to getting rid some or all of their clothing all together in order to stay cool. Perhaps somewhat contradictory, this drink will also increase the desire to be close to another and share in this warmth. Sinners will crave touch in any and sometimes all meanings of the word. This can be holding hands, intimate caressing, cuddling, copious amounts of sex and everything in between. It will effect them so strongly that they might become aggressive if not violent without this.

Pink drinks will have guests awaking some place in the club with a partner. They're fitted with a sex toy of player choice. Perhaps it's as 'tame' as a collar and leash, something that vibrates, or something that's been put inside of them already. Guests won't be able to remove it until their selected partner decides that they can. Hopefully it's someone they can stand and not that half-goat demon that's been eyeing them up all night. Rumor is he's really selfish in the sack. The good thing is that those who drank this drink have incredible and long lasting orgasms and can experience several throughout the night.

Orange drinks will have guests feeling on top of the world. An incredible euphoria washes over them. All those troubles that were previously haunting them will slip into the background. They'll experience intense happiness and easily express affection towards anyone they encounter. They will also have energy to party all night long if they so choose.

Yellow drinks will give sinners courage to do something they never thought they'd do. They won't be afraid of anything whether it's pole dancing for the first time, a one night stand, or carrying out a nasty murder against that guy that got in their way. Fearless and eager to experience all they desire. Guest's may not want to take no for an answer, but everyone should try to practice some form of self-control...

Blue drinks will have the unfortunate effect of leaving one unable reach climax or even feel sexual excitement. Their body just refuses to rise to the occasion and they may feel sluggish although not in a depressive way but almost like they're heavy and exhausted. It may last for a few hours to a few days. Oh, well. They can't all be winners, can they? Once a guest starts to come out of these effects it will, however, leave them incredibly desperate to please people whether sexual or not before returning to normal.

Purple drinks may not seem to have any sort of effect on the guest. What a bummer, right? Might as well head back out to the rave. It takes a little while to kick in but as the night goes on the guests who drank this liquid begin to radiate an irresistible pull much like the Succubi and Incubi. Other guests and even demons will be drawn to them and grovel for a chance to serve the sinner. The more they attract others the stronger their own desire to be served and to dominate will become. This particular drink seems to last a little longer than the others and can take a few days to fully run it's course.

Green drinks will be for the truly adventurous. These drinks trigger physical changes ranging from temporary demonic features, sex changes, or, in some very rare instances, rapidly increasing or decreasing age. That last one may not always be very sexy at all... who wants to babysit a brat at a rave? Alternatively, maybe grandpa should head to sleep. Anyone deemed too young will be escorted out by the demons at Lilith's insistence.
Of course it is possible to say no to any and all things and enjoy the rave for what it is! An excuse to let go and just have fun for a night. This is a judge-free zone.


Prompt III: Your Average Hotel Night
WARNINGS: Alcohol and drug abuse, potential non-con/dub-con

With all the sinners, new and old, the hotel bar will be lit up with activity. Drinks will be readily available, there's food in the kitchens if anyone wants to bother serving it, music will be blaring whenever there's electricity, and overall, there will be an energy to the atmosphere that's absolutely contagious. Even if you aren't typically inclined to linger at these sorts of events there may be be a certain pull to stay and have a bit of fun.

You might not get much of a chance to have that in Hell, after all. One drink won't hurt, right? Nor will one more after that, and after that. Ah, sweet gluttony. Why not have a pastry next? There's some delectable sweets available just a few steps away. More of a meat person? Like things salty? Fear not, it looks like someone graciously brought all sorts of snacks and foodstuffs from the kitchens to the bar as the night progresses. Indulge! You deserve it.

Similar to Club Penance, the bar also has every sort of drug available that might tickle your fancy and some you've never heard of. There's no harm in experimenting, is there? You're already in Hell. The staff will offer to show anyone how to use the drugs or give advice for what to try if you tell them what you want to experience. Shockingly, they won't lie! Their advice is good word its just you might not have been exactly prepared for it.

There's a stage and a karaoke machine for those feeling brave or just wanting to torture people with some sweet, sweet renditions of The Devil Went Down to Georgia.

There are tables set up for all sorts of gambling and various bar games to entertain yourself with. Since currency as most are familiar with it doesn't quite exist down here, most of the demons seem to be accepting bits of your soul or offers to do chores around the hotel. You may also get pulled into a fun game of strip poker against one of your fellow guests for a few succubi that are having a night out.

Relax and enjoy your night. Coming here and facing your sins is the hard part, so surely you deserve to have a little fun.


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doggish: herpes herpes hooray (talk ⚔ he once got you to chant)

fenris | dragon age

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-26 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
Reach up high; cw: mutilation, blood

[He fights, of course, for all the good it does him. He fights as he's thrown in the chair and he fights even as his hand is strapped in, but sooner or later, he ends up sitting across someone else, looking utterly resentful. His tattoos flare blue, there's a sense of magic thick in the air-- but when that does nothing either, he slumps back.

Willful blindness is the sin that pops out for Fenris. It's specific, to say the least, but not something that shocks him. He scoffs loudly and glances away.]


That isn't a sin. And it is not true.

[And the timer begins . . .]

A Rave for the Ages;

[He opens his door. He looks at the flyer.]

Absolutely not.

[He closes his door-- or tries to, anyway. The demon offering the flyer sticks their foot in the door, beginning what starts as a debate and ends in a growled argument. Perhaps you want to intervene?]

Your Average Hotel Night;

[Sooner or later he'll come down to see what's up. Even he can't stay holed up in his room forever (though he could give it a pretty good go, and other weeks, absolutely will). If nothing else, he wants the liquor, and it would do him good to see what kinds of people are here. Sinners, obviously, but given this place seems to have a loose definition of the word sin, there's no telling who he might spot.

Settling in at the bar, he sips at something bright red, sweet, and surprisingly potent. It's not laced with anything, thank the Maker, because Fenris is wary enough as it is. But the longer the night goes on, the more his eyes are caught by others. He can't help but let his eyes drift over this figure or that-- though his lips curl when he realizes a few are demons. Humans, elves, or other mortals, on the other hand . . . he feels less bad for that.

He obtains a pack of cards; come play a round or two of something against him. He's fairly decent at it, actually, and offers whoever sits across from him half a smirk.]


Don't bet anything you aren't willing to lose.

network; un: f

what is the least sinful thing you are here for ?
unwillingdoll: (36)

reach up high

[personal profile] unwillingdoll 2020-07-26 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Rella, already seated, didn't put up a fight. She's learned well enough by now that there's no point to it, really. They get their way, and she doesn't want to mess up her hair. She watches with a calm, sweet expression as her apparent partner in torture is seated across from him, his hands shoved into the device...and finally, once the count down has begun, finally speaks.]

Last time I was brought in here, they only trapped one hand from each of us. What an unfortunate development.
doggish: i'm waiting for an explanation (talk ⚔ hand on hip)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-26 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Is that meant to comfort me?

[Sarcasm, albeit grimly said. He flexes his fingers (or tries to, anyway) and slumps back into the seat. Forty seconds, now.]

I imagine it refers to the supposed plight of mages in Kirkwall, and my own refusal to believe in their sob stories.

[Wow, that's really vague and unhelpful, Fenris!]

They are put into communities when they are young, and taught how to control their magic. It isn't optional, but that's for a reason. They're dangerous creatures if left unchecked, without control.
unwillingdoll: (07)

[personal profile] unwillingdoll 2020-07-26 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
I only thought I'd warn you that you may find yourself losing all ten fingernails in short order.

[And she'd finally managed to regrow the other five, as well. A pity. Really, though, she has her own decision to make. Before, with only one hand trapped, she had the option of snatching away her sins. Now, they're going to be on display to this stranger whether or not she chooses to explain them. Thirty seconds to choose.]

So I take it one of these mages came to you hoping for some sort of sympathy that you refused to give.

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onlyordinary: (Under my umbrella~)

Network

[personal profile] onlyordinary 2020-07-26 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
un; Extra Ordinary

Depends on what you consider sinful?

It doesn't look like it's very consistent. I've seen people with sins listing stuff like substance abuse and other people who do the same things don't have those sins.
doggish: if you don't want me to stare at your ass (embarrassed ⚔ don't bend down)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-26 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[For this reply, for every reply, there's a good delay of ten minutes or so. Literacy is new to Fenris.]

so its subjective

both things that a person thinks are their sins but also things that are morally assigned like murder

what do you have?
Edited 2020-07-26 06:39 (UTC)
onlyordinary: (How could you say that?)

[personal profile] onlyordinary 2020-07-26 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
If you want to know what I think is least sinful, it's despair.

[Yeah, she sidesteps actually confirming or denying it's on her list, or confirming or denying anything else on her list. She doesn't really want to share that unless Lucifer is threatening to tear her fingernails off.]

I think there are one or two people who have things like homosexuality or bisexuality on their lists too? I don't think that should even count as a sin.

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lovelylaica: (very happy)

Your Average Hotel Night

[personal profile] lovelylaica 2020-07-26 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ After having a very confusing conversation with Inquisitor Trevelyan, Laica has finally discovered that there are versions of Thedas that are different from hers. Which is disconcerting, to put it mildly. But not enough to dissuade her from taking a seat across from one of her very dearest friends and smiling adoringly. ]

What, like my heart? A little late for that don't you think.

[ She rests her chin on her hand and winks. A tiny voice, one that's probably her good sense (which is why it's so easy to ignore) is trying to remind her that it's entirely possible that he does not know her. And, because she does know Fenris (or a Fenris, at any rate) she knows that he doesn't like that sort of flattery, as a general rule.

Old habits die hard. ]
doggish: and note the fucking shift in my tone (talk ⚔ i say again what)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-27 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He does not know her. That is the plain and simple truth of it: Hawke, his Hawke, was both a man and a rogue, a steadying presence that Fenris longs for even now. So no, he does not know her. Perhaps he will recognize her soon, because really, that sense of humor is just the same, and in another circumstance, he might laugh.

Not here, though. Not with a woman he doesn't know, one who flirts with him teasingly.]


You've known me less than a minute.

[At least his voice is dry instead of angry. That's nice! Or at least: it's something.]

Try again.
lovelylaica: (narrows eyes)

[personal profile] lovelylaica 2020-07-27 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Laica's known Fenris for the better part of a decade. And ever since Bela left, she's been longing for a familiar face. The closest she's managed is finding a familiar voice in the most unexpected place, a thin man with unruly hair who sounds eerily like Varric. If Varric cursed and whined and hollered more, anyway.

That's besides the point. The point is, as painful as it is to be unrecognized in her dear friend's eyes, she doesn't miss the dry-and-not-angry tone. It's more than something. It's everything. It means that even if he doesn't recognize her, he hasn't rejected her. ]


Haven't you ever heard of love at first sight, darling?

[ There's a sardonic edge to her tone, an indication that the flirt isn't a serious come-on. More a meta joke at the notion of saying such things seriously. And to keep that distance from the pain of it. Hawke's commitment to "If I don't laugh I'll cry" is the one constant in her life, after all.

She settles in comfortably and sips her whiskey, eying him and then the cards over her glass. ]


Alright. What are we playing? Wicked Grace or something more exotic.

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[personal profile] cleanburn 2020-07-26 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
That is a very good question. Probably lying, if I'm being honest. And yourself?

[Her greatest sin, she could probably name more easily. Except that she still doesn't like admitting that particular failure of hers out loud, even just speaking to herself.]
doggish: was called when i saved it (talk ⚔ TCH is what this icon)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-27 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
lying

[So here they both are. It says very little about this place, and he frowns to himself for a few seconds.]

which i do not regret, and is something everyone dos

*does

and yet is listed regardless

but there are also sins that are not sins so much as what people feel guilt over
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[personal profile] cleanburn 2020-07-27 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Seems to be a common trait, from what I can tell. Funny how that works.

[His point about sins being listed that are more guilt trips than actual sins is interesting; Clara assumed some higher being or other decided upon what traits to consider sins. She didn't think one's own guilt affected sins. But then again, why wouldn't they?]

A good point. I'm not certain those keeping us here care much for the difference, though.

[There's a supposed promise of earning one's release from this Hell through redemption but Clara considers that idea with several buckets full of salt.]

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reach up high

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2020-07-27 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Garrett is staring at the table in a weird mix of annoyance, boredom, and dread. This shit happens every month like clockwork and it's starting to get kind of dull- except there's no way to ever completely get numb to this horror, is there?

Then something weird grates against his senses- against the part of himself that is almost a templar, and the part of himself that was artificially given magic- a feeling he hasn't had since-

Holy shit.

When he looks up, he's honestly stunned into silence. For what might be the first time in his life, Hawke finally stops talking. Only the sound of that familiar voice snaps him out of it, and it's all he can do to try and act like a normal person about this. There's no telling if this Fenris will recognize him- it's even odds if "his" Hawke is a Garrett, a Marian, or some other Hawke.]


You know it's going to start ripping off fingernails, right? Just explain it even if you think it's bullshit.
doggish: NOOOOOOT NOW JODI (anger ⚔ OHHHH MY GOD JODI)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-27 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[He knows Garrett. Or at least: he knows a Garrett, and the differences between them will come to light the more they talk, but right now, oh, Maker, but what a feeling it is to see him here. Relief and horror all in one, a double sucker punch that leaves him gaping for a few seconds.]

How--

[Hawke isn't allowed to die. That simply cannot be. And yet here they are, and the timer is ticking, so:]

The mages. Anders' crusade, I never-- I did not-- I would not pay it the attention he felt it supposedly deserved--

[Bud that's absolutely not a valid excuse, but he's still reeling.]

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[personal profile] raketen 2020-07-27 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I would be interested in whatever conclusions you draw from the answers to your question. Namely, what the lower boundary is. I think most of us would agree on what constitutes a higher order sin.

[ Or is he mistaken...? ]
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[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-27 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
i have no conclusions yet

save that this seems to be a place where subjectivity rules, and guilt is often confused with sin

i suspect if i felt guilty kiling an ant, it would be listed as a sin

which makes one wonder how sociopaths fare here

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[personal profile] leavesof3 2020-07-28 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Misanthropy". Humans are objectively terrible. I'd like a reconsideration of that one, for the record's sake.
doggish: it has more to prove (talk ⚔ glass glitters more than diamonds)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-28 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
what are you if not human?

i can't argue. some aren't too bad. it depends on the person.

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forfeiter: all icons by me, credit if you take 'em (i hate the internet)

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[personal profile] forfeiter 2020-07-28 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
By whose standards -- mine, yours?
doggish: in love with your tone here (talk ⚔ i'm not 100%)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-28 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
a good distinction

your own, though

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knucklesdirty: (hair grown out)

your average hotel night; hope this is okay hah

[personal profile] knucklesdirty 2020-07-29 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
I could say the same thing.

[His tone is light, and initially it's just the lure of cards and drinks. Well, and the fact that even from across the room, the elf had seemed attractive- almost sort of charming, the sort of thing that catches his eyes. But when Francis slides in and steals the seat opposite, well... It's hard not to notice the scars.

More specifically the way they're the same as the ones that the blonde's carried for months now. They show on his throat, under the red leather collar and the tattoo, the tip of his chin, down his bare arms to his fingers. Garrett's guilt is still a sharp thing, and he'd eventually gotten an explanation of how a friend of his had them. Something left over when that slice of Hell had rewritten their identities; and Hawke had suffered it worse than most.

If this is his friend, his eyes are certainly as pretty as he'd implied. So Francis doesn't bring up the scars. Just lets his violet eyes slide over the elf with interest and curiosity, even if he feels a bit like some strange copycat. It's something of a familiar feeling, though.]


So what are you dealing?

[Francis usually cheats, but this was odd territory.]
doggish: in the friscalating dusklight (as my last chance to feel human)

absolutely!

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-29 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
[So, here's the thing: Fenris has little memory of the torment he underwent in order to get these marks. He knows magic was used, he knows that Danarius orchestrated it, but beyond that, not much. And yet the resulting tattoos are so unique, so particularly intricate, that there's no chance that someone might have replicated them on accident. Never mind have them as scars.

So, like, hey, what the fuck!

It's a moment later that he notices the collar, and what had been silent shock turns to horror.]


What are those scars you bear?

[alas bye card games]

excellenttt :>

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smokedout: They come to find, all is sane ♪ (9 ♪ They look a little look at my brain)

reach up high

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-07-31 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He had a snarky remark lined up, but then he looks up, and the tattoos sink in. His jaw sets for a moment, and he tries to push down the anger that rises up in his throat.

Not anger at this man. Not even anger at Garrett. Just an instinctive, protective rage at what had happened.
]

Denying it isn't going to get us anywhere. Hurry up, before you lose a finger.
doggish: (and i used to live here)

[personal profile] doggish 2020-07-31 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[He glares at the man, unsure as to his reaction, already riled up and defensive thanks to the situation. But he has a point, and so he scoffs as he says:]

I refused to pity mages, nor acknowledge their supposed suffering.

[They are absolutely going to lose a fingernail, sorry, bud.]

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